moan ♡ d.l [#wattys2016]

thirty-four

a/n; these time skips are because she's pregnant and i don't know what to write

wedding day (the baby is born)

"i'm nervous" i breathed heavily. i glanced myself on the mirror, seeing myself in a wedding dress like i saw in my dream about a week ago.

the day has come and i'm honest to say i'm nervous and i wanna run away. it's not that i don't wanna marry this guy, it's just that i'm very, very nervous. i've never been this nervous that i could cry and run, but i kind of want to challenge myself.

"it's gonna be alright" anjali softly said while she checked out my hair.

"yeah, what could go w-" i cut kehlani off before she could say that terrible sentence.

"don't say that, that sentence never brings good luck" kehlani parted her lips with a short smile as she continued to check the dress.

the door opened and shut as stas walked in with my lace wedding gloves, "hey girl, nervous?"

i saw anjali roll her eyes from the reflection of the mirror and nod her head, "she's maybe gonna pee her pants, because little jo is scared." she joked causing stas to snicker.

"c'mon guys, i'm gonna tease you all when this day of your lives approaches" i told them as stas slipped my left hand in the left glove. the glove reached up almost on my upper arm.

"okay, i'll shut up" anjali mumbled causing kehlani and stas to chuckle. i shot them both a glare to cause them part their lips and continue what they were doing.

the door opened to reveal my dad's figure standing on the doorway. "jovana, are you ready?" my dad's voice echoed through my ears, like that was the only thing i heard other than breathing.

"y-" i stared at myself for the last time before getting the word out, "yes" i finished and turned around to face him.

his eyes teared up when he saw me- his daughter- in a wedding dress. my grandpa told me what do dad's feel when they see their own daughter in a wedding dress, it feels like dad's little girl grows up.

tears welled up my eyes also as i began slowly walking towards him. he turned his head to wipe his tears and sniffle in peace, then he turned to face me with his familiar smile. he hooked his arm on his waist, for me to slip my arm and hook it with his arm.

"let's go" he kissed my head after mumbling that. i nodded my head slowly, not ruining my hairstyle or the veil.

we exited the dressing room and slowly made our way to the doors. we waited 2 seconds on every step, going slowly. mia and my cousin sara opened the big doors with a wide smile. although, i've been a dick to mia, i love her.

"good luck" sara mumbled as i walked past her slowly. i let out a smile and kept looking forward with my head high.

my eyes traveled to derek in a suit, looking hot. he turned to face me, his eyes tearing up. i have no idea what he was thinking, why would he cry. i smiled at him as everyone stared at us while standing.

he wiped his tears away, giving access for more tears. he mumbled something under his breath before wiping his tears and smiling again. the smile on my lips never faded as it usually does in my life.

i looked down, slowly stepping on the 3 stairs to get on the same height level where derek is. my dad whispered something in dereks ear causing his eyes to widen. he smiled right after he stared at me again.

i smiled as he grabbed my hands, holding them tight. he rubbed my ring finger while looking at it shortly.

"here we are today, in the wedding day of derek and jovana" the pastor started blabbing. my focuse was on dereks eyes, how lovely they were.

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after the long speech, it was time. "do you, derek james luh, wanna spend the rest of your life with jovana, share the same last name, promise your heart to her and marry her?"

he didn't hesitate for a second later before responding, "i do"

"do you, jovana gonzalez, wanna spend the rest of your life with derek, share the same last name, promise your heart to him and marry him?" i immediatly nodded my head with a sigh.

"i do" i smiled widely. his eyes lit up at my responce and a smile crept up his lips.

"i now pronounce you husband and wife" and it was done, all these chapters, it was only me. now it's us/we.

i leaned in, so did derek. our lips smashed together and moved in perfect synch. i always thought this guy was all about the moaning, as he said he was, but no. he was desperate for a girl who can love him.

and i do love him.

TEARS!!! #20DAYSOFUPDATE

DAY 1;

i think i cant do it... im such a quitter but ill try.

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