Hiding You G.D

Chapter One

"So when you are you going to start telling people about me?" I laughed
"Well, Ethan and Meredith have been going out for longer and their going to release soon, we will see how that goes" my boyfriend, Grayson smile at me.

It's been killing me, a whole month I've had this gorgeous boy and I can't even tell anyone about him, or brag to my friends about him. I hope he feels the same, wanting to brag on to someone about how beautiful I am! Meredith and Ethan have been going out for twice as long as Grayson and I and I feel bad for the girl, she has to go out at nights with other guys pretending she doesn't have a boyfriend when In reality she wants to go out at night with him I hope Grayson doesn't keep me hidden for much longer because I can't take it!
"Your okay with this aren't you?" He asks reassuringly
"Well I mean, yeah, I'm dealing with it-" I responded
"Dealing with it? Wow, that hurts" he said offendedly
"No, baby, you know that's not what I meant!" I cuddled him
He pushed me off gently and stood up
"Don't you think I feel the same Kim? Look Kimberly, I've known you for over a month and of course I want to introduce you to my friends but it's the fans, they might split us up!" He cried
"See Grayson this isn't what I wanted when I agreed to being with you, I knew this was going to happen 'me or the fans' yes your career is important but you need get your priorities straight!" I yelled
"I think you should leave Kimberly" he demanded
"Gladly" I pushed passed him

I hated arguments like that, he had them every other day. They were short and we made up later but I can't have a relationship with constant arguments, it's not fair. I really like the boy but I feel he isn't opening up enough, like he's hiding something or he's going to break up with me soon that's why there's no point in telling me about him? Ugh! All these negative thoughts in my head, constantly replaying. I need to know this boy, properly.

It was about 5 hours since our argument and I've not heard a single word or text from him, longer than usual. It was strange. I got worried. What if he feels the same - sick of the arguments? I don't know, what I do know is that I don't want to lose him. I don't want to waste that last month.

An hour later there was a bang on my door, I rushed down stairs, tying my robe. I opened the door to see, Ethan?

"Whats the matter Ethan?" I asked as he never usually speaks to me (Meredith is controlling when it come to girls)
"Grayson sent me- he says he's going out of town for a few days but also he's sorry and didn't want to leave on bad terms" Ethan leaves
"Ethan!" I yell as he turns around
"Do you want to come inside for a minute?"
"Why?" He asks
"Just... because" I smiled
"Okay, sure" he returned the smile

We sat on the couch in front of the fire since it was a very cold winters night.
" so why didn't Grayson come and tell me himself, that he was sorry?" I was curious
"I'm not sure my self haha I just pretty much do as people tell me, I'm a people pleaser" he laughs
"Oh really? Haha. Does Meredith ever boss you about?"
"Oh! All the time!" He rolls his eyes
"Why did you like her picture, where were you last night, get me this from Sephora, get me this from Victoria's Secret, get me this, get me that" he mimics her
"Oh hahaha I could see her being like that!" I laughed
"Trust me, if she knew I was here, with you, she would absolutely flip, starting a war, and she will always win"
"Sounds like a handful, but even with me? When she knows I go out with Grayson?" I queried
"Kim, if it was your mom, she would flip. Any female being, she would flip!"
"Oh my-" I burst into laughter
"You know I haven't done this in a while" he gazed at me
"Done what?" Giving him my full attention
"Laughed, joked, you know?"
"I getcha" I laughed...again.
We stared at each other for a second until...until he leaned in, and I did too... our lips touched and I felt sparks around us, butterflies in my stomach, heart beating faster. Then I suddenly pulled away. Our eyes met and we looked at each other in disbelief
"I...I-i better get going, bye" he stuttered and ran off.

What have I just done...