Yeah! As I have said earlier, am quite a novice in this...am just trying my skills soooo legggo!!!
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Temi's POV..
Woow...I can't believe am already in my final year, I smiled to myself, replaying the past years in my mind...from the first day as a student here as an innocent little girl who got immediately popular,thanks to my 'unique' uniform. I wonder why only my uniform was the different one then. I chuckled remembering the funny nicknames that were attributed to me because of my uniform and some made me cry.
I would always be the first to get to the queue when food was being served, not caring about whispers and names and embarrassment I would face later on. Being the nonchalant girl that I was,I would act like I was not being reffered to and live my life. But,hey,I had a terrible low self-esteem. I felt like I dint belong there because of the way students were classified._Upper, middle and lower class and of course you know where I belonged. I felt intimidated by my own mates and I felt they were way too big for me. They din't see me as someone important..... Not like I did myself
I shrugged and sighed,knowing the person I am now is totally different from the gullible girl back then. I love who I eventually am. Back then,people would just shun me off and treat me as they want and yes I would just stare and apologize stupidly. I never defended myself....not like I could anyway.
Speaking about friends, yeah I had a couple of friends, obviously from same category. I had the unserious,chatty,unambitious friends that wiles away time with me and we ended up getting at d bottom of the class! My friends even ruled me then like I have being sworn to them.
I would dance like there was no care in the world during the chapel sessions every Wednesday,which is probably the only thing I was good at.
I continued with the unserious, phobic,intimidated,_name whatever attitude till the third year of my high school. My friends did the most painful thing to me which pushed me to show my other side. Initially, I never thought I had an other side.
I had three close friend, including a 'boss' yeeeah...Zion. She automatically was one because she was always among the top 10 in my set and damn...she just knows the reply to any thing said to her...things that would have left me hanging with a sealed mouth not knowing what to say. And well everyone wished to catch her attention..okay not everyone now but most girls...she just have that effect on people... You know, just to be her friend and all that. Sometimes, I wonder why she was not included in the upper class because if u ask me,I think she has all their qualities....you know the bossy,proud and the #girl_am_not_your_level attitude...
The two others were just like me...nothing much except yes...they unendingly seek her attention- which I don't. That's one thing I could never do even though I had low self-esteem...probably it was my little pride inside me or my jealousy... Either way.
Zion messed with me big time in the third year. We were classified into 4 groups according to our performances in exam in preparation for our junior exams. Zion was in the first class of course while me plus my two other friends... Thywo and Solape were placed in....hey!! I know what you are thinking but its not that bad,we were actually in the third group,...like it makes much difference, lol. Me and Thywo sat together and became real closer,totally forgeting about Solape.
