i wish this world could be like i want it to
where if you have big dreams they will come true
no matter what you do
but its not
even if you try to change it
it never goes your way
cause no matter what you do or say
the pain and hate and regret
always comes to get you
when you least suspect it
this world is so incomplete
that you can try and try
to have a life and make a place for yourself here
but it will never work
i know from experience that life can suck
were you get let down and pushed around
till you just want it to all stop
and disappear
go away and leave you alone
its never that easy to have your problems
just stop eating at you
even when you shut them out
they're still there
you could try to face the pain from heart break
or the hate from people who are just jealous of who you are
or even the regret from all the mistakes that you have made in the past
but no matter how hard you try it never gets fixed
so if you want a great life and job and relationships with anyone
than you're going to have to start fresh
and make something out of your self
even if you've been in divorce after divorce
or lost someone you love
or had to deal with your parents splitting up
love and friendship and trust will come
no matter what people say
so listen and listen good
your life can be great or terrible
but just know you can change it
even if it is incrediblely hard
that anyone in this god damn world
can have a life as great as they want it to be.
not much but its something
