As We Danced In Honey

update

I've mentioned before how I felt unsure as to what to do with my fanfiction, and I'm feeling that way again. I've wanted to write a fanfic for a while now but I'm regretting it because I'm not at all confident with the one I have now. To be honest I'm not confident at all with any of the things I write. Many of the things that take place in the story are based on certain things in my life and I feel like that's going to become confusing to some readers just because they don't know the meaning behind those things. I'm a perfectionist when it comes to my writings and this story because I have to make sure every single sentence will sound good to someone else, and it really is stressful. That's why I take so long to publish another chapter. I feel people aren't  enjoying my fanfic and the amount of reads each chapter gets is going down so I don't know what I'm going to do with it. The amount of people that vote on each chapter is usually 1 or 2, and to me that just shows that my fanfic isn't that good. I'm going through some difficult things at the moment and trying to decide what I'm going to do on here makes everything more stressful. I'll figure something out, I'm sorry.