Can't You See?

God, Sora, can't you even see how much you mean to me? How much I love you?

I do, I truely do. I'd kill for you, I *have* technically though. I tried to erase Roxas so you could come back.

Theres this other one, I can't remember who though... Odd. I'm looking at you right now and you don't even notice. You're so happy to be back again, you fit in. I don't. No one really remembers me but they all remember you. Fuck, Sora. You're gonna make me cry one day I swear to god.

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"Riku what are you doing here?" Sora asks as he opens his window to let me in, "oh my god are you ok? You look like you're gonna cry."

Good job Sora. Today was the day it happened. Aka a week after I made that thought.

I broke down right there sobbing.

Sora looked scared for a second before kneeling down in front of me and enveloping me in a hug. He's the only one I will ever let see me like this. Oh god, Sora can't you see? You drove me to this. I grab onto Soras shirt and rest my head on his shoulder, letting my tears fall. He runs his fingers through my hair, whispering words of comfort. Good time to start.

"Sora, damnit, you don't see. You never see, you never notice, why? Why?" I sob. He asks what am I talking about? I give a half laugh, half sob. "You never see how much I care for you, you don't see the way I feel about you, you don't notice my feelings towards you." I sob more. Sora tightens his hold instead of letting go, he whispers a sorry.

"Fuck, Sora if you intend to kill me, do it now, please ,please, end my misery. I love you too fucking much to continue like a love sick fool chasing after an impossible task." I cry. I want to die already. Sora tighens his hold once more.

"Riku, how can you say that? I never want you to die. I love you too, and I don't want you to die. I'd rather give up the keyblade first." I think he's crying too,

" To answer your questions, I don't see the way you feel because you never let emotions show, I never see how much you care because you never show me, and  I don't notice your feelings because I'm too busy trying to figure out how to tell you my own." Now, we're both sobbing, but happy sobs, I laugh a bit, so does he.

I pull away from out embrace to grab his face and kiss him wherever I can. I've wanted to do so forever. Eyes, cheek, forehead, nose, and finally I kiss his lips and he kisses back.

Sora,

Can't you see how much I love you?