I Don't Deserve Her

I'm John O. Acosta I'm 20 years old I will just say one sentence I don't deserve her cause even though she's true and very honest to me I still cheat on her I double-timed her so I don't deserve her I'm not that kind of a guy that fits and deserving for her Its start when I thought that I want to have another girl after her. Me and my two-time girlfriend decided to meet everynight without getting caught of my real girlfriend then one night my real and two-time girlfriend meet even if she caught us kissing and holding hands together she just watch us and just cry on a side that time I remember that she has a sick : Don't Cry Too Much then that day she just got arrived in to the hospital in thru hospital I realize that I DONT REALLY DESERVE HER sadly I just realize that so late I'm so sorry ... :'(
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