The begining

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Hello my name is Kim EUN AH. I am 20 years old and I am from Busan . Well normally but me and my mom went to Seoul because my mom has a new boyfriend that will soon be my father Mr.Joon . I am really nervous to to move and leave my friends. well that is what they said. They would always leave me alone. Leaving me to go to their other friends. And I would always say tue friends never leave you alone even when they want to go. I guess they wear never my friend. So I was some one used wen their real friend wasn't their. It had been two weeks sense I moved to Seoul. It was really new to me. It was quite different from wear I was born. I took several photo of Busan to always remember were I was really from. I was hanging the photo when I heard screaming from the kitchen it was Mr. Joon hitting my mother. Wen we move he started hitting me and my mom . I told her we could leave but she didn't want to.She always wants what is best fore me and wanted to give every thing I wanted sense my dad couldn't do that. He always was late on rent. We always didn't have enough money to bay things and we would constantly moving to new apartment because we didn't pay. My dad didn't got paid much.But when Mr.Joon we didn't had to worry about that stuff. Mr. Joon had several companies all over Korea so he is very rich. Any ways I had mom and Mr. Joon I always felt lowness I never had any one to care about or someone worrying about me. I was about to go on my loop top when I heard my my mom calling me

Mom- it's dinner time come and eat with us.

Kin EUN ah - ok be rights their

I walked down the big stairs to go to the kitchen wen I saw my mom withe a lot of browses in her body. I don't never like it when he hits my mom but I can't do anything about it. Wen I looked their wear several food that I love. We started eating

Kim EUN ah- thank you fore the food.
We wear all eating when Mr. EUN asked me about my day.

Mr. Joon - so did you have fun today?

Kim Eun ah- yes thank you Mr. EUN

Mr. Joon - oh please call me dad
How am I suppose to when I never considered him as a dad? When I was done I told my mom I was going to take a little walk to know the place a little bit better. She told me just to be careful and if any thing happen to call her. I said yes got my jacket and went outside. There.
Was Many other house when I suddenly saw some one walking in the opeset side. He Had really brown eyes. Light skin. He was so handsome but I didn't see his face much. I could only see his eyes. I really wanted to see him so I went wear he was . When we almost got close I was really nerves. I never felt this way towards someone like this. He cross but suddenly stop he looked at me. I was really weird but kinda like it and I could see little bit of his face again.Then he continue walking . When I came back mom asked me if I was done walking. I said yes and went into my room I went to take a bath but keep thing of that boy and how he stopped to look at me. It blushed a little and went to the reality.

Kim EUN ah - what are you thinking EUN ah you must of been crazy thinking about that guy.
Mom suddenly texted me telling tomorrow will be the first day going to my new school. And she has my school uniform fore school tomorrow.

MIDNIGHT
I was keeping thinking about lot of thing like should I stay or should I go up with all my family that died. Many tough I was always Happy with myself or I didn't had Any worries at all but they don't know me at all. Every day I cry myself to sleep with all the problems I have I am not happy to be me. I don't wish to be here. I couldn't sleep so I went to the roof top softly so they won't notice. I stood up and I asked myself when could i bee free can I be free right now? Should I? But what will everyone do when they knows? Would they care? What will my mom and Mr. Joon care too? No I don't think so 1.....2.....3.....4.....5 No no one cares about me don't think

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