Over and Over Again [S.G//Z.M]

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YOU SHOULD BE HERE BY KEHLANI
S E L E N A

After class was over I was heading towards the library since English was my only class for today. I go to the library to work on my projects that'll be due soon. Or perhaps just sit here and read a mystery novel.

I walked in and said hi to Ella, the fifty-two year old librarian. With her shoulder length brown hair with grey streaks, flaring hazel eyes, and her wrinkled tan skin. As she sat behind the desk with her glasses hanging loosely around her neck.

I went upstairs to the mystery section, which is in the back. As I made my way towards the mystery section I heard a noise. A noise you make when you're being fucked by someone, I was disgusted by the fact that people take enjoyment in fucking people in public places. Just when I reached my section I saw two figures on the wall humping each other.

I wanted to walk away from stumbling on something so explicit, but instead I just watched them go at it, the girl begging the boy to go faster and the boy calling her a slut and other rude names. The guys pants were fallen down to his ankles, showing off his olive tone legs and ass and the girl was wearing a dress that of course the boy raised up, but the girls pink laced underwear hung off of her right leg. "Zayn! Don't stop please! Please fuck me harder." She moans loudly. And I froze in my spot.

That's not Zayn. That's not my Zayn; my boyfriend. He wouldn't have sex with others girls, granted today I noticed he kissed someone else but he wouldn't fuck someone else. "Gigi if you don't keep quiet someone may find us." He shut her up by kissing her. He was swallowing all her moans and it just hit me like a ton of bricks that he said Gigi, my roommate Gigi.

I noticed that that in fact was Zayn, his usual leather jacket hung loosely on his shoulder, with this black skinny jeans that are by his ankles. His quiff of an hairstyle. That was my boyfriend Zayn, and I was just standing here watching him fuck my roommate senseless against the back wall of the library.

I was disgusted, humiliated, and most importantly hurt. I love this man and he goes around and fuck my roommate? I gave him every part of me, I gave him my heart, my soul and my body and all I get in return are the broken pieces.

I tried to step back carefully so they wouldn't notice me, but my dumbass bumped into the bookshelf, causing some books to fall. Which clearly caught there attention, as Gigi peered over Zayn's shoulder and she saw me, awkwardly picking up the books. "Oh my god." She said before Zayn turned around as we made eye contact with each other.

His eyes widen in horror as him and Gigi stop what they were doing before getting dressed quickly. I saw how fast Zayn wanted to talk to me, as he was rushing to put on his pants. So I left the other books on the floor and ran, ran as fast as my legs could carry me. I ran out the library and into a person causing them to fall and me falling on top of them.

It was a boy from my psychology class. I think his name was Nick? He let out an unpleasant groan, just as Zayn came outside. I got up and stared at him, for a minute before helping Nick up off the floor. Zayn looked mad? Why because I ran into another guy? Or because he got caught cheating on me.

"I'm so sorry, I was rushing." I mumble out an a apology.

He smiles kindly at me. "It's okay, may I ask why were you rushing out the library?" He chuckled and I gave him a small smile. I felt the tears brimming at the corner of my eyes, hold it in Selena.

"N-no r-reason." My voice cracked as I fall to my knees and start to cry to my eyes out. I couldn't hold it in. I can't believe he cheated on me! With my fucking roommate! And here I'm thinking I have the greatest boyfriend in the world turns out I'm just as foolish as the other girls he plays with. If there's anymore.

Nick immediately bent down to my side and wrapped his arms around my shoulder as I cried in his chest. "Hey are you okay? I didn't mean to make you cry." He said softly caressing my head.

Zayn walked down the steps, turning back to give me a hateful glare. I just cried harder, because it seemed like he didn't care if I was hurting or not.

//

I spent the rest of my day with Nick, we went to the dinning hall and ate dinner together, it was fun getting to know him. "So are you going to tell me why you were crying earlier?" The dreaded question was finally asked.

I sighed. "This g-guy I was sort of in a relationship with, I saw him and my roommate going at it in the library." I admit out loud, looking down at my hands as they seemed more interesting than Nick's sympathetic face.

"I'm sorry, your boyfriend is a real jerk." He says and I just shrug it off.

After a few light conversation Nick and I went our separate ways. I made my way back to my dorm and rolled my eyes when I saw Gigi on her bed.

"Selena." She whispers, standing up.

I shake my head, dropping everything on my side of our dorm and grabbing my towel and my clothes and headed toward the bathroom. I strip out of my clothes and jump in the nice hot water. After I showered I just sat there on the titled floor, crying my eyes out. I'm so stupid for not seeing this coming, Zayn never wanted to date me publicly because he's not ready to be known as a 'single' man. Well lucky for him he's a single man now.

After I shower and got dressed in my clothes and walked out. I ignored Gigi and went straight to bed, I curled under my blanket and faced my wall.

"Selena, please talk to me..." Gigi's footsteps were heard as she came closer to my bed.

I pulled my comforter over my head and silently cried. "Sel, I'm so sorry. I didn't-." I cut her off by revealing my teary puffy face to her.

"All those times I wanted you to met my boyfriend, were you fucking him behind my back?" I ask her and she sighs running her hands through her hair.

She opened her mouth before shutting it quickly. Tears were streaming down her face. "Selena I-."

I had cut her off. "You knew." I frown deeply. "You knew we were together and you still did that to me!" I shout embarrassed that my roommate knew me and Zayn were in a relationship, but still went behind my back.

"I-."

"Get away from me Gigi." I mumble.

"But Selena..."

"Please." I beg and she nods and goes back to her side of the room. Curling myself back into a ball, under my sheets. He played me, like a game and I hate myself for not noticing sooner. I hate her, I hate him. And I wish I didn't feel like this.

//

I'm never the one to believe in cheating, but I kno what it's like being played like a fool n being used Lik a tool 😩 so I feel my baby's pain.

I'm going to try and write two chapters at a time and try to publish it, the chapters aren't that long anyways so I think it'll be easy enough.

Hope you're enjoying it so far.

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