Song One-Shots

Migraine

There I was, in my room, with a migraine in my head, the pain I was feeling was unbearable, I felt like my head was going to explode, I have already taken some Advil, but still, the pain was killing me.

I hate feeling this way, I just want this pain to stop, the weather is beautiful, well at least for me it is, it is quite the rainy day, but it's a great day to stay home in your pjs, lay down in bed and read, but it's all going to waste because of my migraine.

I wish I could spend my day doing the things that I love the most, but this migraine is stoping me, even if i want to just read or lay down, this pain is too much for me.

My mom came in just a few minutes ago to check in on me, you know, make sure I'm alive and all that, I can hear her on the phone talking to my dad, probably asking him about his work and telling him about my condition. She said that this was going to get better, it was going to stop hurting, but it does not feel like it is going to stop anytime soon. My mind is in war right now, trying to decide wether to just act like everything is okay or just showing the pain I am feeling.

I have been trying to fall asleep for a while now, but I can't get myself to, I guess I'll sleep later, I'll just have to think about something else to keep this off my mind for a while I guess but what could I do to ignore this, I literally cannot do anything without feeling pain rush through every part of my body, my head felt like it was a going to explode any moment now.

I know I can make it through the rest of the day without breaking down, it's around 3 pm, if I have made it this far I can last the rest of the day, I have faith in myself even if it's just a tiny bit, but at least I have some.

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GOD, I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE, THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME, pardon me, I lost it for a moment there, it's like there is something in my brain this...monster who is feeding up on my pain, just it's something unimaginable, something that one would not wish for people to feel, what this monster likes makes the contents of Pandora's Box look peaceful.

Right now my mind is broken, it's like my mind is ship-wrecked in the most violent island one could find, this island is full of the worst things you could imagine, everything had a nice aspect but it was not as nice as it looked, I soon find myself in front of the monster that's growing with my pain, I know I can fight it or I could let it win, as much as I want to give up, I won't, I'm going to fight it with my everything because I ain't no sucker. I look for what I could use against it, I look around only to be met by sand, sand, and guess what? More sand.

I think what could I possibly use and right there, it clicks: my mind. If my mind made this monster it can destroy it. I fight the pain, I am using all I got against it, I punch, kick, scratch, every attack I know and when I open my eyes I can see that it is gone.

I shake my head and find myself in my room, I lay down on my bed as a sigh leaves my lips, I should probably take a break, I get under the covers and I can feel relief taking over my mind and body, just knowing that I'm better now than I was 30 minutes ago, then I find myself slowly drifting to sleep and before I'm aware, I'm already asleep.

Guess we can say it was a crazy day.

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