Done

Destruction:2

So after a day of bearing and hearing about the girl that doesn't do anything to others. I had enough. I went to another empty table that was next to the girl because of them sinking her like a boat under water and doesn't know that what she feels every day. ANXIETY. The shit is real and not fun to have. I suggest myself with mellow anxiety because i don't feel as if I'm being drowned under water. Sometimes. That's only not at school. The preppy girls asked where i was going and i told them to "clear my mind" because they think smoking weed is fine but when i don't take narcotics to clear my mind I'm the crazy one. Strange. But they were fine with it because i always step away when they smoke. They were used to it. 

I waited for the girl to come out the lunch room so I can talk to her. But i didn't know that she waits for every one to leave out of the cafeteria. It took a lot longer than I thought it was for everyone to leave as i waited I listened to Panic!At the Disco and Twenty-one Pilots. Those boys sung about the things i couldn't talk about [Or didn't have someone real to talk about that]. It was the only thing I could get away with. Escape waited for me in those earbuds. Well without the girls saying i can't do most things, which happens most of the time. Me sitting alone was a part of the leisure's I get away with at times. I just don't know at times so listen to their music, but the crappy and tacky music they want me to listen to is stuff like Katy Perry, Meghan Trainer, and some other artist's. I don't necessarily have a problem with them it's that they don't get me into the mood that feels right. The Escape.

Furthermore I was OK for the rest of the time i waited was becoming weird I checked to make sure she was still there when everyone left. 

She was gone." I must have gotten into my music so much that she just snuck out. I'll try tomorrow". 

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