Journal One

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"Last night my father Thomas Pomilla past away at nintey years old. I love you dad tell George i say i love and miss him so much. I Miss you already." Thats the first thing I read on facebook when I woke 'up saturday morning for my basketball game. I'm Amy a seventh grader who isn't living the best life. My parents are divorced,  moms dating her dads old best friend, things are just messed up, expecially now that Grandpa past away.I cried for about ten minutes and told myself.

"I have to go out there today and just play my game, this is for you grandpa." I said to myself as I was looking in the mirror. I woke up my mom and brother Nole to get ready for the game. The game was supposed to be a good one because my team versing our enemys, High Point.  We are the Bear Cubs. 

After our win against High point, Dad took Nole and I to his house. I already new what it was about. He told us that our grandpa died that night. I started to cry again. "Dad how did Grandpa die?" Nole asked.

"Well Nicky, he was nintey years old he lived a very long time. we was just old and god and Pepa were ready too see him up in heaven." Dad answered. Pepa was our other Grandpa and my Dads Father who died when I was five.

"oh." Nole said as he started crying. Their dad hugged them until they started to stop crying.

When we got back to our moms house I took a shower, put my pajamas on and layed back in bed. Fell asleep for a little bit and woke up with a text from my boyfriend Kyle. "Are you ok Amy? im so sorry for your loss. I saw your status, call me when you get this text." He sent it four diffrent times to me. so I called Kyle.

"Hello?" Kyle answered.

"Hey i got your text."

"Are you ok? I'm so sorry if i knew earlier i would of gotten out of bed and come to your game so i can hold you in my arms while you cry. I love you Amy, and I will always be here for you if you ever need me," Kyle showed that he really cared.

"I love you too Kyle, no other guy said something like to me. Oh I'm always here for you too no matter what. I can't wait too see you next weekend i really need you."  replied as I was starting to ry again.

"I can't wait to see you too. I think I'm going to come to your game then come to our house after so we can spend the day together?' Kyle questioned.

"Well if you dont mind waiting in my living room by yourself while i take a quick shower. Then im perfectly fine with it."

"I don't care. Just make sure its ok with your dad." 

"He will probably be fine with it but ok." Amy didn't know what else to say. But Kyle asked if she was ok, she said no. So they talked on the phone for a couple hours, Kyle cheered me up so much, all he had to do was make me laugh and I would smile.

The next weekend Kyle was supposed to go to her game. He didn't show up. After her game she called him, he was still asleep. "I am so sorry Amy i feel like an asshole because I didnt go. I am so sorry." Kyle sounded like he felt really bad.

"It's whatever. Are you still coming over though?" I sounded upset and Kyle could tell.

"You're upset i can tell. Yes I'm coming over i guess text me when you get out of the shower and I'll come over, i need too see you." 

"Ok I'll text you when you can comeover i have to go see you in like maybe an hour I love you bye." Amy hung up before Kyyle got to even say anything  so he texted her say "I love you so much Amy." When she read the text she smiled. I went home took a quick shower then texted Kyle to comeover. By the time he got here I was already dressed, hair and makeup done. When I saw Kyle walking up the driveway ran ran outside and gave him the longest and biggest hug ever. We stayed outside and sat on my bottom step talked, Kyle had his arm around me, and I layed my head on his shoulder while he layed his head on mine. Kyle and I spent the rest of the day together, went for a walk and held hands. Watched a couple movies together. We also kissed a couple times. When Kyle left I was so happy to have someone like him in my life.

A week later Kyle and I were texting. Kyle wasn't acting like he normally did. I figured he was going to brake up with me because we havent talked for a couple days.

"If your going to brake up with me, just do it now. Go ahead and hurt me more then i already am." I texted Kyle.

"I'm so sorry Amy but i am braking up with you."

"Why?" Amy wanted to cry but she was in the car so she held back the tears.

"I don't know. I just don't feel the same way anymore."

"Oh well if it's because of my parents divorce i am so sorry it ruined our relationship, I'm sorry my mom wouldn't let me see you, i think its best if you just leave me alone for now and don't talk to me. Just don't respond to this message. I still love you bye." I answered after about five minutes.

"No it wasn't that, I just don't feel the same way." Kyle answered anyway. But I didn't bother answering him, I was done getting hurt.

As soon as that happened I texted one of my best friends Eric. Eric is a sporty but nerdey boy, he was a little bit taller then me, had short black wavey hair, was so funny, and was one of my best friends. But eric sort of had a big crush on me at this time. When I told him everything that hapened and fowarded him the conversation. He tried to cheer me up, make me laugh at least try to in text.

On monday I walked into school to find Eric telling Micheal about what happend with Kyle. That whole day the two boys kept making me crack up laughing until my face was as red as a tomato. For the rest of the month they were always there too cheer me up and make her smile expeciall when I needed to the most.

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