Running

Chapter 5: What the fuck is going on?

Alec POV

I can't believe she thinks that kiss didn't mean anything to me or her. It just obviously shows she doesn't fuckin like me which fucken sucks. What am I going to do now? Fucking hell.

I went to bed and tried to sleep but I just couldn't sleep. I decided to get up and go to the kitchen and get a glass of water. I headed out to the kitchen and saw someone that was petite.

"Haz" I had a feeling it was Hazel so I just said her name, but then again. Who else would it be. The petite girl turned around. I turned the light on and noticed I was right. It was Hazel.

I walked up to her and she just looked at me while I walked over to her. I noticed she had a glass of water in her hand as well. When I got to her I took the glass of water she had in her hand. I drank the rest of her water and looked at her while drinking her water. Her face was just gobsmacked, but she looks beautiful still.

Once I put the glass down on the counter I turned back to her caging her between me and the counter. Next minute I know she was hitting me on the chest. After a while I then grabbed her hands and put them by her side. She was shocked. I just wanted to kiss her so much right now. I noticed that I couldn't so I stepped back and she walked off. Before she could to her room I caught up to her and spined her and trapped her between the wall and me once again. Now this was a position I liked.

Hazel went to push me away but I grabbed her wrists and pinned them above her head on the wall. She didn't know what was going on, but I did and she was about to find out.

Before she could do anything, I smashed my lips to hers. She immediately kissed back. I smiled during the kiss. I kept her against the wall. The kiss was filled with passion and something else. I didn't know what it was. My lips left hers and started to kiss down her neck, I started sucking and biting on her neck and then went back up and kissed down to her jawline and then brought my lips back to hers.

I lifted her up and she wrapped her legs around me and I then let go of her hands so I could hold her up against me. She wrapped her arms around my neck and then she put her hands in my hair and started tugging on my hair which just made me moan and even more turned on. My hands started sitting right underneath her nice ass which I loved.

I took her off the wall with her still wrapped around me and then walked her to my room. I shut the door and right away put her against the door. I kept kissing her. I couldn't get enough of her I wanted more. After a while I walked us over to my bed and laid down on my back so she was on top of me, straddling me. She kept kissing me still. I couldn't take it anymore. I flipped us so that I was on top of her. Oh my fucking god I think I love her. Like honestly I think I do. I feel something different with her.

Oh My God. What is she doing to me?

I need to stop this now. I don't want to do it now with her. I want it to be perfect. She isn't even my girlfriend yet. I really need to do that. As soon as possible. The only thing I worry about is what will happen when I tell her my secret one day in the future.

Me and Hazel pull away, we just look into each other's eyes. "Look I'm not ready." Hazel says. When she said that I was happy that she didn't want to get straight to that thank god. "Don't worry. I wasn't even thinking that far because in all honesty. I want it to be special." When I said that she just smiled and it made my insides just melt knowing that she was happy with the decision I had made.