I need you

Chapter 1.

   Everything is new in my life.I have a new school , a new home and a new father. After the incident I had to live for a whole year alone with my mother. I thought it'll work but we had problems with money and not even me working was helping , so she meet this coreean guy name Eunji who's actually a great person. At the beggining I was sure mom was with him only for the money and I was shaming myself for making her fake smiles everyday. I wasn't able to find myself a job that could  make us afford all the stufs that we need .. but after spending a year with Eunji it seems like mom likes him.

     As I was saying , everything is new in my life.We moved to coreea in Eunji's house after we learned the leanguage.Mom stays home , not working because Eunji didn't let her. He said he'll take care of everything. Of course mom was not happy about that but there was nothing she could've done. That's one of the reason I think Eunji is a great guy.Back in the days , mom had to work every single day.. she was tired all the time, pale and she was never smiling. Now my beautiful mom is back because of this person.

   I was accepted in one of coreea highschools witch will start when the summer's over.I'm actually happy that I don't have to learn from home but a bad thing is that I'll be surrounded by people all the time.

''-Rebecca, do you want to move ? Won't you miss your friends? My mom asked in the last day in London.   

-Witch friends? I don't have any. I replied while laughing.'' I remembered.

                                                                                                                                                                                                      Of course I don't have any friends. Who would want to be friend with a girl that starts crying and shacking all of a sudden for no reason.. At least they don't know the reason.

''-Do it, Rebecca! Cut that cats tail! It'll be fun , you'll see! my daddy said while laughing

  -But daddy!I don't want to.That cat will suffer , why would I do that?

 -Do it! he said changing that laugh into a massive scream.       

  -But- i tried to say but my tears started to drain on my cheecks.   

-Fine , I'll do it! Watch this.. 

So many memories just like this one were filling my mind back in the days and making me freeze and start crying and shacking imediatlly.They all thought I'm crazy but they don't know what I've been trought.They didn't stoped coming in my mind anyway .. Here in Coreea , probably, I'll create myself the same reputation I had in London.

   My thoughts were interuped by my moms voice:                                                                                                    -Rebecca?                 

  -Yea , mom? I asked           

   -Can you go and buy me some carrots , please?    

        -Sure. Wait a second. I said                  

                                                                                                                                                                                                        I went to the closet picking a paire of black jeans and a light blue t-shirt and after I got dressed I went down in the living room.Mom gave me the money and I walked out of the house.                     I got to the grocery store and I started to search for the carrots.As soon as I found them I've sticked out the bag that mom gave me , out from my pocket. I filled it with the vegetables and I made myself out from the crown so I could go to pay for them but then it started to happen...     

''Not now!'' I said to myself. ''It can't happen now! Not with this tone of people around me''

I've lost control over my body as soon as I remember something from the past.I dropped the bat , all the carrotss moving on the shop floor.

'' I was in the shop with my daddy because he wanted to eat some carrots.I think its a good thing because they're healthy. He got some of them and he went to the door.

-Wait , daddy! You forgot to pay. I said  but he ignored me

-Wait man , you have to pay for those! The saller said from bething but dad keeped walking to the door.

As soon as that man touched dad's shoulder he turned back to him and started to beat him.Dad was over that man punching his face hardly.I was crying while screaming at him to stop but he didn't. He left that man covered in blood.

-C'mon princess. He said after he finished. Now I really want to eat this carrots''

  My tears started to come out as soon as this memory filled up my mind.My body was shacking so bad while I was sitting on my knees , covering my ears with my hands. 

''Stop, stop , stop'' I kept repeating but nothing. Images with that man covered in blood invadated my mind.I was once again livind my own hell.

  Suddenly it stopped. ''How?'' I asked myself but then I realised. Someone was hugging me. My head was pressed to a hard chest and someone's fingers were gently moving up and down on my shoulder.

-Are you okay? The person holding me whispered in my ear.

-Yes. I answered.

-Let's get out of here.These people are staring at us.

The person stand up ofering me his hand so he can lift me up. He was not very tall with a brown messy hair and full lips.He was beautiful and he looked like he's the same age as I am.

He got all the carrots and payed for them.We left the shop and I got my wallet out from my purse.I wanted to give him the money but he stopped me 

-You don't need to do that.It's fine.He said while gaving me the carrots.Will you be okay? he asked.

-Yes, thank you.

-No problem.He said while he was leaving.

I watched his back while he was leaving.. On my way home I was thinking about that boy.There was something with him .. with the way he saved me. I was feeling so safe in his arms.. It would be so nice if he would be here everytime to save me.. but I know I won't see him again..