Over and Over Again [S.G//Z.M]

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NOBODY BY SELENA GOMEZ
S E L E N A

The next morning I thought I should just stay in bed and cry my eyes out, because my jerk face of an ex boyfriend broke my heart and still has yet to apologize for it. Gigi was gone when I woke up, thank god. I didn't want to see her this morning, she's probably in Zayn's dorm fucking him senseless.

A knock on my door startled me. I got out of my bed and opened the door; facing the one person I rather not see. He stood there with a bouquet of red roses and a small smile. "Good morning princess." He says softly and I rolled my eyes.

"What Gigi had a morning class, so you couldn't fuck her?" I spat annoyed. It's to early for this bullshit.

He walked towards me and I stepped back. He walked into my dorm and closed the door behind him. "Baby, I'm s..." 

I shake my head. "No Zayn, I trusted you. I love you and you hurt me!" I shout the tears brimming my eyes.

"I know baby, I made a big mistake." He sighed placing the roses on my computer desk, then taking a seat on my bed. He pulled me by my waist so I was standing in between his legs.

"You accused me, every time a guy talked to me, yet you were cheating the whole time." I state sadly.

Zayn was about to speak, but I cut him off. "Are you embarrassed to be seen with me in public? Is that why we were never exclusive? Is that why you hid our relationship? Was I not good enough for you? Is that why you slept with Gigi because you believe she's prettier and better than me?" I throw all these questions at him.

He wrapped his arms around my waist, burying his head shamelessly in my stomach. "Baby you're everything to me, who would be embarrassed to be with you. You're extremely perfect, beautiful in every way. I love you so much and I'm so sorry I made the biggest mistake of my life. I don't want to lose you." He whispers softly.

I roll my eyes. "Zayn I have class soon, you should go." I say pushing him off me.

He stood up just as I was about to walk to the bathroom he pulled me back towards him. Grabbing my neck and placing his soft lips on mine. I instantly kiss back, the passionate kiss was slow and steady and I enjoyed every minute of it. He pulled away and smiled while I looked down biting my lip. Fuck.

"Princess, please forgive me for my mistake." He begs, placing his hand under my chin, lifting my head up so that I can stare him in the eye.

I don't know what to do. Zayn will probably hurt me again because I'll forgive him to easily and he'll feel as that he had me wrapped around his little finger. Which he does, but I won't admit that.

"I'll think about it." I assure him and he smiled kindly, stroking my face.

He leans in and kisses me again. "I love you so much." He says and I nod, before pulling away and walking to the bathroom. My outfit was a red leotard that showed my back. With blue ripped jeans, that also had a cut under my left cheek and brown boots. I looked really cute today, to bad I don't have a boyfriend or I definitely would've gotten laid.

//

After this morning events, I went straight to class, I noticed Harry sitting there playing with his pencil anxiously. I walked over to him and took a seat, me and Harry had calculus together so if one struggled we all did.

"Hey Hazza." I smile gently and he blushes.

"Hey Selly." He greets. Just then Niall and the professor walks in seeking to have a deep conversation. Harry's face pales as he sees Niall, who takes a seat in front of me.

He turned around and waved at us with a smile. Harry kept sneaking glances at Niall throughout the two hour lesson. Does Harry have a crush on Niall?

Once class was over, me and Harry caught up with Niall outside. With Harry standing in the middle of me and Niall.

"So Niall, how many relationships have you had in past." I ask curiously, so I can help Harry out. He looked at me curiously before turning to wait on Niall's response.

"Well I've only been in two relationships. A girl named Jennifer back in freshman year of high school and a boy named Josh, through junior and senior year." Niall shrugged carelessly, as if he didn't just admit he's bisexual.

Harry stared wide eyed at him. "You're bi?" He asked the question I thought about.

"Yeah, is that a problem?" He asked his voice monotone, so you couldn't really tell if he was annoyed or fearful of judgment.

I raised my hand in surrender. "I accept everyone for who they are." I say looking at Harry. He made eye contact with me and sighed heavily.

"Harry?"

"No, Niall I don't mind. I'm glad you're comfortable with your sexuality." Harry said before walking away.

Niall and I shared a confused look before following Harry. "Hey Haz, you okay?" I questioned as we approached him.

He nodded silently. "Did I say something to make you uncomfortable?" Niall asked taking Harry's hand in his. I noticed Harry's body tense as he looked down at there intwined hands.

An audible gulp escape Harry's mouth. "No Niall." He said looking at me pleading with his eyes for help.

"Well me and Harry have to go, see you soon Niall." I said coming up with a lie, pulling Harry away from Niall and walking away. Leaving a very confused Niall to himself.

//

After classes were done, me and Harry met at the dining hall to catch up on some things. Me and Harry sat our table, with our trays of pepperoni pizza and cranberry juice.

"So, I heard about you and Zayn." Harry started staring at me. "How are you?" He asked and I sighed.

"I'm okay, I'm still thinking about forgiving him." I say and he nods. Harry is the only friend out of Zayn's group of friends that I actually like.

We eat our pizza in silence before talking again. "I don't think you should, Zayn's my best friend and I care about him, but I can't stand to watch him hurt you." He says honestly and I smile fondly of him. This is the exact reason why I love Harry so much.

"What about you?" I smirk.

"What about me?" He shifts uncomfortably.

"You love Niall." I say playfully while batting my eyelashes.

He laughs. "I don't 'love' him. I just think he's cute." He mumbles.

"When we're you going to tell me?"

"That I'm gay." He says.

I nod. He shrugged. "Does Zayn know?" I ask and he shook his head no. I sighed. I wonder if Zayn's a homophobe.

"I won't tell him, but I think you and Niall should hangout sometime soon." I wiggle my eyebrows in a suggestive way.

He laughs. "Fine, I'll take dating advice from your handbook." He said and I smiled as we continued our dinner.

Harry walked me back to my dorm. How sweet is he. "Coming to the party tomorrow?" He asked and I stared confused.

"What party?"

"Zayn's party."

I frown, Zayn didn't invite me to no party.
"Yeah I'll go, pick me up?" I asked and he nodded giving me a hug before leaving. I'm surprise Zayn didn't ask me to this party, I guess I'm not worth people finding out about us after all.

//

Hope you enjoy the new story, thought I added my favorite gay couple. Narry 😍 love then ode!!!

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