My Unpredictable Life

Chapter 11_ I suffered it

( Jaston's p.o.v. )

"wake up you buttface. I groaned as I heard a familiar voice trying to wake me up,'go away', I said not caring to know who the person was.

Next thing I heard was footsteps, a door opening
and a tap running, oh well maybe whoever it was decided to leave me alone and allow me to get some sleep.

Before I knew it I felt water splash hardly on me and I shouted " what the fuck".
I saw Emily standing at the edge of the bed and looking down at me "what the fuck was that for" I asked not even caring that I'm in and different place from last night.

'well it's about time you know', she said putting her hands on her waist.

'What am I doing here' I said not remembering what happened except the fact that I was drunk and I have a hungover, geez my head already hurts.

" I should be asking you that, you don't see me coming to your house in the middle of the night and disturbing every single peace and quietness you have do ya

" Harsh" I said smirking at her, I hope I didn't say anything stupid while I was drunk.

"whatever" she says before silence takes over us.

I look up at her to find her staring down at my lips, I can't help but to smirk at how cute she is but I would never admit it to her .Never. but she's cute, hot, definitely not fake, and the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life,what she's not cute and definitely not my type and will never be my type.

'what about your little crush on me',I asked standing up and coming closer to her with lust in my eyes. I have a feeling this isn't going to end well. But I can't help it she's so hot.

I was walking towards her and she walked backwards til her back hit the wall and I smirked knowing I got here all to myself.
I was going to enjoy this and knowing that she also wanted this she couldn't back out. But I could tease her

(Emily's p. o. v)

Only God knows how bad I wanted to have Jason I couldn't wait anymore I leaned in and kissed him passionately and he replied back almost immediately.

Soon things were getting too hot, and then he backed away teasingly making me want to beg him to continue, so instead of begging to get my way why don't I seduce him and still get my way.

I walked towards him and start removing my shirt, only in my bra and am also giving him and very good view of my drool worthy boob's.

W-what are you doing?
"come on babe, we both know we want this I say and start kissing him and then he put me in the bed carefully and removed his shirt showing his six pack glory. He came on top me and started leaving wet kisses on my neck causing me to moan loudly, then he kissed my more passionately if that's even possible.

And then I heard about familiar voice shouting causing both me and Jason to freeze and look to see where the voice is coming from.

No.no. O. M. G I am dead.
Mom. I looked at my mom to see her staring at me with a mixture of disappointment and regret.

"Emily Wilson, I am so disappointed at you I thought I raised you better than this but you're a no Good slut, I should have aborted you when your father left me for that whore
I should have fucking aborted you, you are no help to the pain I feel you just add to it, the fact that you look like him and I have to see you every single day is not enough for you until you ruin my reputation in this life you won't be satisfied No, not until you ruin my reputation but until you kill me I go out every night to have some fun and to get the fuck away from you but you won't stop pestering me, you'll have to get punished for what you did your just like your father you're a: bitch, ungrateful shit, whore and you don't deserve my kindness.

At this point I was crying loosely she didn't want to have me she thinks I'm at south I won't let her go away with this I had to stand and show her how confidence I am when she was about to go I said shouting

" your kindness, your kindness, kindness my ass all you've ever done is treat me like A pen you use it when you want something and dump it when it's no longer useful, you said I ruined your reputation- I laughed making my mother look at me like am mad-" "what fucking reputation do you even have oh I forgot the only reputation you have is the most popular slut in the whole universe, people should totally give you an award for that since that's probably the only thing you're good at, you said you have to keep up with seeing me all the time, me, we barely even see each other we only see at night because you're having to much fun with your man whores to realize you have any daughter that is waiting in hope for your love but, there's no point in talking to you, you'll never change.

I say the last part mostly to myself, I feel so hurt and I'm so sorry that Jason had to hear all these things I wonder how he feels like.

My mom glared at me and went away. I can't hold myself I want to cry not hold it in until now I never heard anything about my father I don't even know what he looks like if he's fat or slim I don't know any of that.

I started crying out loud, I couldn't hold myself I felt like leaving this place, I feel broken, I didn't have one memory of my dad.

I looked up at Jason and he was staring at me I didn't know what to say to him so I carried my shirt from the floor and wore it.

There are a lot of thing I don't have but one thing I don't have that bothers me alot is love.

One thing I have Neva felt is love I don't know what it's feels like I have read and lot of stories about love and how you sacrifice everything for you loved ones but for me I only wish I had someone I could call mine.
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