The hunting life

Chapter 4

  

It was your mom! You just stood there you didn't know what to do or say. You wanted to yell and scream at her but you just stood there quiet. You wanted to run out o the gas station but you where frozen and by the way it seemed she was to. It had been 18 years since you last seen your mom. You are now 25 the last time you seen her she wasn't the nicest person. Dean was yelling your name but you still couldn't move. Before you knew it you wanted to cry because every last memory  with her came rushing into your head. 

As Dean was walking up to you to tell you to hurry up that you had to go, you said in a shaky voice, "Mom..." She looked at you and just stared at you. Once Dean got to you he said, "(Y/N) lets go." And he took all the snacks out of your arms as he was doing it he looked at you and seen the look on your face and then looked at your mom. He took the snacks and grabbed your hand and he payed for all the snakes and you both went out to the impala. Before you walked out of the store you kept looking back at her. You still couldn't believe that she was there right in front of you and she didn't even say anything at all. Maybe she was just a shocked as you where. 

Instead of eating anything that you got you just ran straight to your room and started crying. You where so torn about the whole situation you tried to stop crying but you couldn't. You felt this feeling that you hadn't had since you where really little once your mom said that she didn't want you and that you where just a mistake that she would go back and fix if she had the chance to.  You didn't tell Cam that you ran into your mother because you didn't know how she would take it. You knew that she would want to go find her and ask her why she left, but you didn't think that Cam wanted to hear that answer as much as she thought she did. 

It was about 8:00 P.M when Dean came into your room and said, "You ok? You have been in here since we got back at 10."

You sat up on your bed and said, "Yeah I'm fine I just needed some time to myself." Then you laid back down.

He asked, "Who was that girl at the gas station?"

"I think you have an idea on who that was."

He said, "Yeah but was it her?"

You sat back up and shook your head yes and then the tears started coming down again. You where sick and tiered of crying already. You just wanted to stop with the water works. You haven't cried this much in forever. Then Dean sat down and hugged you then said, "Well then your not going to like the fact that shes here."

You pulled away from him and looked at him like you better be kidding and he looked at you and said, "I'm  not  kidding shes sitting in there with Cam and Sam."

You said, "I don't want her by Cam Dean."

"Does Cam know that shes your mom?"

You shrugged you shoulders and said, "She was to young to remember what she looks like."

Then you and Dean walked in where everyone else was. You didn't sit down you just leaned up against the wall and looked at you mom. Cam was sitting next to Sam and Your mom was sitting across from Cam. Dean sat down next to your mom. Cam looked at you but you didn't look at her back you just stared at you mom. And said, "What are you doing here?"

You mom looked at you and said, "I came to see Cameron I figured that she would be with you considering what happened to your father."

You rolled your eyes and said, "Well I think you should leave. You have no business being here."

"Oh but I do. My daughters are here." Then Cams eyes got all big. You felt bad not telling her that mom was in town. Then Cameron looked at you and you gave her a look that said be strong don't let her see that shes making you weak. Cam just nodded. It was like sometimes she could read my mind I guess that's one perk of helping raise her. Then you looked at your mom and said, "Ha you think you have a right to be here. Well your wrong you haven't been a part of Cameron's life since she was born and you haven't been a part of mine since I was seven. So you can get out of our home."