One man out

Chapter 2: Going to hogwarts

The smell of people... Ok that started weird. I learned to drive so last night I drove to the leaky cauldron. The smell of people, these people like me! Now I'm in the train in a compartment with Sirius, James, Peter, Remus, and Lily. I think they all could tell something was on my mind "Everything is getting worse. I feel like I need a little Pity Party." Lily rubbed my back. Sirius kissed my cheek. Remus stared me in the eyes and mouthed something. It looked like "we need to talk" but I can't be sure. I slowly went to bed and my nightmare was terrible. My sister and mother were over me and were calling me names and screaming not true things about my life. " you don't love Sirius, we all know it"I was screaming and I woke up quick. My heart was racing. Remus was looking at me again... And I was looking at him... "Hey," Sirius muttered. He must have noticed... Shoot. "We are all most there! Now we have another year to pest little 1st years!" I punched him in the arm. This happens a lot. He gave me a grin then kissed me... Normal. Remus walked out raising his eyebrows up at me "Yo Jess! Want to-um-grab some snacks with me..." He waited for me to reply"S-sure" we walked out with Sirius staring at me.... Jealous. "What do you want Remus?!" I was a little upset, if he ruined my relationship he would pay. "Ok... I've been thinking... I need to tell you the truth. I-I've been talking with Sirius and he understands... kinda, but, well." He ran over to me and kissed me. I was startled.I pushed him off of me. "YOU FREAK" I punched him. Something I learned from my mom and sister. "Sirius didn't tell you?!" I was confused. SIRIUS told him to do this?! "He's breaking up with me?!" My life was a Klunk anyway. Only my father understood and he was in a different country because of work. I couldn't help it... I cried. Remus grabbed my arm. Gave me a look then hugged me. "I'm sorry, I really am. I thought Sirius broke up with you. He said he was going to break up with you when he kissed you. Right after your woke up. A question hung on my shoulders "Still, why did you kiss me?" He whispered something under his breath. "Well,I wanted to ask you out... and to the winter dance." I didn't smile. I know this should make me feel better but,"I'll think about it." I went in the room again. Sirius smiled at me." I kissed him. Remus lied. I know he did. He almost ruined my life. But, my life was already ruined, slightly.