ғυcĸ тнe ѕyѕтeм ®

Happy

I lay in bed

Think of you

Dreaming about why I'm not dead

Tempting putting a gun to my head

Healing cuts on my wrist

Dried blood on my thighs

Tears forming under my eyes

And all I ask is why

I'm drowning in pain

I just can't seem to win

Maybe I will die

Maybe the pain I feel with disappear

Your name pops up in my head

I really want to be dead

Thinking about you kills me

I don't know how much more I can take

I'm closer dead than alive

I can't survive

Darling I've lost this fight