Secrets, Fights & Love - Yoully OneShots

I Still Feel Your Presence With Me

Lilly POV

He's gone.

I never told him that I was carrying his baby in my arms right now.

After the devastating news at the hospital, I've never been the same. I had to address the issue to his YouTube channel before rumours kicked in.

I also made a video on my channel saying I won't make as much content until I feel like I'm ready. I cut off my daily vlogging as well until I felt better.

I walked to the cradle and picked up our baby boy, Jack. He looked just like his dad. I smiled as tears streamed down my face.

I stroked his cheek and sat on the couch with him. He won't see his father again. Nor will anyone else.

I played with Jack for a while until he started yawning. So I fed him and walked up the stairs into his room. I put him down and watched him as he fell asleep.

I felt him next to us.

I smiled as I felt his presence in Jack's room. I sat on a chair and couldn't swipe the smile off my face.

My smile soon turned into a frown as he left the room. He walked out, leaving me and Jack alone once again.

I walked into my bathroom and brushed my teeth. As I spat out the toothpaste, I felt his arms around my waist.

I put my toothbrush down and turned to see nothing but I felt him with me.

"Yousef don't leave me please" I whispered quietly, hoping for him to hear my mourning.

"Lilly I never left you" I heard him say. I smile as tears once again stream down my face. I put my pyjamas on and climbed into bed.

I felt him crawl into bed with me as I switched off the light and closed my eyes

"Goodnight love" I whispered but I didn't hear him or feel him with me. My eyes watered as his presence left me.

"I love you" I whispered again whilst tears rolled down my cheeks.

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