Secrets

It's .. Positive.

"Just put it in, hurry up!" I moaned as the tan, skinny boy with brown eyes and hair hovered over while struggling to put a condom on. We had been at his friend's house party and couldn't stop looking at each other for at least twenty minutes. Finally I walked over to him and asked his name, it all went up hill from there.

"Ugh, fuck it." I heard him moan slightly, but didn't think anything of it. I felt his hands roam my body as he was thrusting in me quickly, "sl-slow down," I pleaded in a whimper but he didn't, he kept going at the pace he was. "Fuck!" He yelled as he gripped me tightly, "ahh!" I yelled as I closed my eyes tightly, feeling my climax coming. "Shit!" He moaned and froze, I watched as he pounded in me a few more times but slowly, "fuuuuuck." He moaned slowly and then laid down next to me.

Two minutes and thirty seconds was probably a new record for me. I rolled my eyes and sat up on the edge of the bed, "did you?" He asked while panting still, "uhh.. No." I told him as I was putting my clothes back on. "Fuck," he spoke while closing his eyes, he was clearly embarrassed, "we can go again if you want." I forced a smile and shook my head, "no, I'm okay. I need to get back out to Sherry anyway."

"Oh alright.. What was your name again?" He asked me as I grabbed my purse. I stared at him and made a disbelief face, "it's Percy." "Oh shit, that's right.. I forgot. You know my name right?" "Kian.." I spoke while rolling my eyes, I hopeful I never run into this fucking idol ever again.

I walked out of Kian's room and grabbed sherry's arm as I saw she was grabbing about her shot. "Ugh, what's wrong?" She asked at my attitude, "we need to leave." I begged while looking around. She smiled and made me look at her, "who did you fuck?" I covered her mouth, "let's just go, okay?" She rolled her eyes and took her shot quickly.

As we made our way to the front door, a curly haired boy grabbed my hand and looked at me, "where you ladies going so fast?" "Uhh.." I spoke and looked behind him to see Kian already kissing on another girl's neck, "we have to leave, I'm not feeling well." I lied and pushed past him and walked toward Kian. I hit the back of his head and watched as he quickly turned around, "THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?!" "OH! I DONT KNOW?! FORGETTING MY NAME AND JUST USING ME?!" I looked at the girl he was kissing on, "I hope you have two minutes to spare later, cause that's how long he lasts."

I heard the whole house gasp as I walked out with sherry and slammed the door behind me. "Damn, Kian?!" I rolled my eyes at her words and got in my car that we drove here in. "I don't want to talk about it." She put her hands up and nodded, "I completely understand." I turned the engine and began driving home.

THE NEXT MORNING

When I awoke from my night's rest, I felt really dizzy and then felt my stomach begin hurting. "Oh god," I spoke in a groan as I ran to the toilet and threw up everything I consumed last night. I gagged and closed my eyes as I flushed everything down. I laid on the floor and covered my eyes as I felt like I was doing to get sick again. "I'm never drinking again.." I spoke and then quickly realized I didn't even drink alcohol last night. I sat up and leaned against the wall, "maybe it was something that I ate?" I asked myself and then felt my gagging reflex coming back.

After two minutes of throwing up, I finally found the courage to walk downstairs into the kitchen and make myself something to eat. "You don't look so good," I heard sherry speak while I poured some cereal into a bowl. "I've been throwing up all morning," "what? Why? You didn't even drink last night?" I nodded at her as she stared at me, "I don't know what else it could be. I'm also spotting, but it's way to early for my period." Suddenly sherry stared at me, "did you and Kian use anything last night?"

I looked at her with wide eyes, "I-I don't think so.." She covered her mouth slightly, "why?" "I-i don't know, I told him to!" She grabbed her keys and then my hand, "come on."

I began looking at all the pregnancy tests and felt tears form in my eyes, "I'm only eighteen.. I can't be pregnant." I spoke softly to sherry, "hey," she positioned me to face her, "everything is going to be okay, understand?" I nodded as I watched her grab a test.

Id be lying if I said I was shaking whenever we were waiting for the test to fertilize. I was pacing back and forth, "I can't read it, you do it." I told Sherry then watched her get up from my bed and into my bathroom where my test was. There was a long pause as she stared at it, "what?" I asked as she blinked several times and then looked at me, "it's .. Positive."