"Why are you doing this again Jade?" Said my boyfriend Dylan "You have to choose between me and Clayton!" he yelled I love you but you have to understand that Clayton and I have a lot of history."
I looked straight into his eyes as a teardrop fell down my face, he slowly wiped it off and gave me a kiss and smoothly said "I'll give you a day!" Then walked away.
Obviously I was depressed, and whenever I'm depressed I can always count on Clayton to cheer me up.
Well let me introduce myself, my name is Jade Ann Walker I'm half American and half Mexican I am 18 years old. I would say I'm a very outgoing girl I like to have fun with friends but I can also be very quiet sometimes when I am alone I usually stay at a spot where my mom and I used to go to read when I was a kid. My mother died when I was 7 years old she was diagnose with breast cancer my dad and I used to pray to God everyday to let her live but sadly he took her away. My father works at a tiny shop and doesn't make that much money but he makes enough for food and shelter.
Clayton Garsio is a really cool, loud, and a very out going guy. He's 19 years old, he dresses very ghetto but extremely stylish I would say we have the same sense of style. Clayton's mother is rich and owned a lot of companies so while we were together she offered to give my father a good position where he can make a lot of money and so he did.
But while I was with Clayton he was always a jerk to me, my friends would say he's a 'fuckboy' because of the things he used to do like.. He mostly talked about having sex with me, and how much he loved my body. We talked on the phone for hours everyday, we got along so well, he was my boyfriend and also my best friend, but sadly one day i caught him in bed with one of my best friends obviously we broke up after that and after a while Clayton's mom fired my dad.
I was so mad at him and his family I stopped talking to them about a year, then out of no where I found myself talking to him again it was mostly because of the things he said to me, as he would say "I always get what I want with my words" and it was true, he got me to go to bed with him and I lost my virginity to the wrong person at a young age (I was 16).
And Dylan Matthews is a really nice, sensitive, quiet and a very spiritual guy. He's 18 years old and dresses a little bit like Clayton but less ghetto and more Church boy. Dylan and I have a very interesting bond, he doesn't have that many friends so he mostly spends his time with me, it feels good to have him around and I know I can trust him, during our free time he either takes me to Church or we just pray at my house or his house, and we never go out or do anything fun.
Its not that I'm against praying or anything but I'm not really used to this whole being spiritual thing because my dad isn't that religious, he constantly blames God for my mother's death and refuses to go to Church.
He thinks Dylan is a good guy and also a good influence on me, when I was with Clayton he didn't really like him that much because every time I went to see him I would come back home in the middle of the night and sometimes i would come home crying because of our fights.
Well enough about my past!
As I was stuffing my purse my dad walked in and asked me where I was going I told him about what happened with Dylan and he knows every time something happens to me I always have to go see Clayton and it kind of upsets him so he sat next to me, picked up a old picture of us together and said "You're growing up so fast and everyday your life gets harder and harder but you can't depend on Clayton to fix all your problems, you have to learn to solve them on your own" I took the picture from his hand and put it back on the bed side table while laughing "Dad! Dad! Dad!" I said "You know I can't stay away from him especially now that he's about to move to another city." he just looked at me and shook his head and walked away. But I ignored him and went anyway!
I arrive at Clayton's house, I packed a few clothes cause I was expecting to spend a few nights with him, I knocked at his door for about half an hour and it started raining, I couldn't go back home and I couldn't go to Dylan's house because I didn't want to see him at the moment so I continued to knock and he finally opened the door.
"Oh my gosh Jade are you okay?" He said with such a worried face "I'm so so sorry I was asleep, and no one is home today", "So you're home alone?" I asked, he just smirked at me and pushed me inside his house and started to kiss me. Obviously I didn't stop him but whenever we start kissing it doesn't usually end well but one time won't hurt, right?
So we started to walk towards his room, he started to undress as i put my purse and bags in the guestroom, i was walking back to his room when I heard some noise coming from the kitchen so I slowly walked there to see if anyone else was home, "Jade what are you doing here?" said Clayton's mum, there was a luggage next to her "Where are you going?" I asked "Ohhh I was on my way to catch a cab to go the airport but i remembered that I forgot my passport" she replied "Why are you leaving without Clayton?" I asked with shock written all over my face "I'm guessing Clayton hasn't told you yet!" she took two cups from the shelf and poured coffee into them and started blabbing I wasn't listening to what she was saying the only things I heard was that, she is moving out because Clayton's lifestyle is driving her crazy and i also remember her last sentence which was "Clayton is perfectly capable of taking care of himself" honestly if my dad had a problem with me he would try to talk to me about it instead of running away from the problems but I guess every parent isn't the same.
I escorted her to get a cab and as I was walking back I saw Dylan walking by with some of his friends and he was holding something white on his hand I don't know if it was a cigarette and something was coming out of his mouth I'm not sure if it was smoke or fog because it was cold due to the rain, I didn't have enough time to see it cause I was running and I didn't want him to see me.
When I arrived at Clayton's house he was dressed again and he was sitting on the couch he looked quite sad so i sat down next to him and asked him what happened he didn't say a word, he just hugged me and started to cry it was weird cause Clayton is a really tough guy.
Since we were both sad I thought it would be a good idea if we went back to his room and start undressing because honestly we usually communicate very well with sex. We both undressed, I laid down on the bed and he came on top of me and started to kiss me, he slipped his hands through my body and started to remove my underwear, he started to kiss me all over my body and went towards my breasts and i stopped him cause it didn't feel right.
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*What was Dylan holding*
*Why was Clayton sad?*
*Why didn't Jade feel right?*
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JessieB.
