Max and Elliot (boyXboy) x3

p.3     Max P.O.V

                                                                           The Kiss.

              Dear Elliot, The time we spent last summer was magical and I know that we will be together in the future and im not sure why I feel this way but I do. Don't be nervous. It was just a matter of time before you and I would lock lips and grind on each other. Well I realize making this letter is easier than telling you in person. Truth is Im shy and I get butterfly's when I see you and you are my soul mate I know that your straight but given how we felt last summer I can have enough proof to show you that I could make you turn gay, or bisexual. Now I don't know if I would be wasting my time but I've never felt this way and I think we should be together. Write me back <3                             ~Max.

             "Max Dillard?" I perk up from the back of the class. "HERE!!!" I yelled while frantically writing down the chalkboard questions. I never get them down in time I just write really fast, not getting all the notes and end up with a page of chicken scratch handwriting in my notebook. Oh Well. At least Violet knows how I feel, She has the neatest handwriting I have ever seen. And even she cant write down that  fast. She's my best friend and she's like my sister most days. She is sleeping over at my house tonight because my sister and her are friends too.

             "What is the square root of 604 when dividing by...and then multiplying by...I heard Mr. Dandrek rambling on as I was engrossed in my thoughts. I peeked over the divider at Elliot who looked up at me with a big 'ear to ear' smile. I smiled too and I could feel the heat of my face burn as I blushed as red as a fire truck. My heart was beating like a bongo drum and I swear that him and the rest of the world could hear it too. My heart filled with hyper, ecstatic butterfly's who fly with hummingbird speed, in fact I think I can hear 'em now! Oh never mind it was Tiffany Bollan the most popular girl in my math class.( For a second there I thought I was going insane!!)

              "Mr.. Dillard answer the question: When subtracting two negative charges and dividing all positives what is angle <RST as a charge." what the hell. Now I decide to enter the conversation. Ugh. I cant think yet, its to early in the morning!! "Well if um...dividing...uh...turkey?" I could have sworn that everyone was staring at me as I put my math binder away and pack up my things. Mr. Dandrek went on about how wrong I was. I walk up to the door and some of the others followed behind. I looked over at Elliot who was recycling a math paper.

             I don't know if im gay, bi, pan, or just curious. I don't know why I think about this but my feelings are all jumbled together in the deep corners of my mind. He, he makes my heart sing right out of my chest. He makes me think there's more to being gay than just two guys. There's love, there's the feeling of being safe when were together there's the moments in the morning to wake up to see the one you love right next to you sleeping peacefully like an angel. There's love, that's all there always was. Love.

p.4   Elliot P.O.V

            People don't know when enough is enough they keep teasing you to no end, some days you feel like shit and others you just want to die. People like my drawings but they don't know what they mean. Sometimes I think if today im going to die or if something will happen to me. I could die right at this moment. And im okay with that. If we pull back the Vail of static and reach into the source of all being, behind this certain of patterns, this random pattern generator, so clever. One in every home watching us from a one sided mirror.

            im not sure what to think abot this Max guy, i mean hes ok...no, hes great!! im not sure if he likes me like that and if he does.. do i? i cant decide weather he likes me or like likes me. and do i like like him? What is happening, am i gay or not he makes me smile just by showing up and he knows that last summer we were dared to make out its not like i enjoyed it... or did i? or did he? And what if we were the same person from a different alternative universe. And if we touched a figer tip to finger tip whould the sheer fabric of the universe tear apart resulting in a black whole sucking in everything that dares to stand infront of it? Im over exagerating again arnt i? Sorry that happens i call it the 'soul search' mode where you think to deep. Max, when will we be together? Should we expieriment? Test the boundrys? i cant believe that you were willing to make out with me! Was i willing to make out with you? Grab a chair because this is a story that will keep you on the edge. It all started last summer at a sleepover when...

            Collen got to the last stair and walked into the kitchen, sure enough his two step sisters were siting there in her favorite seat eating sausage and eggs like there having tea with the queen or something. His 3 friends Dylan, Zack, and Trevor. Trevor's twin brother Cameron and John Max and I. We were all invited to spend the night that night. We all arrived at 6:30 but I came late because my mom had to stop somewhere.

           So anyway we were watching a movie that had a gay couple in it. But none of us minded. Then we all played truth or dare (bad idea). And Collen dared Max and I to make out and use tongue. I was like "were not gay!!" he said he doesn't care and to do it before he dares us to do something worse. So I sat facing Max and I asked him "Should we?" Max sighed and said "well Im not a chicken and I don't want to end up doing something worse so..." I felt the same way. I leaned in inches away from this face and we closed our eyes as our lips met and then I melted completely. We opened and closed out mouth simultaneously and I invaded his mouth with my tongue and he did the same, taking turns. I wrapped my hands around his neck as we began to lock passionately. I opened my eyes for a second. I noticed that that Collen had his phone out taking a video, looking around others did too. I closed my eyes and began to wonder why they were video taping, to upload, to show there friends, for blackmail?? I didn't even want to know. After a while we stopped and watched the video as I realized me and him made out for 13 minuets and 47 seconds!! I felt light headed. After that night im unsure of my feelings and one thing im sure of: I like making out with Max.

p.5      Max P.O.V

                Maybe it was the way he smiled that night or maybe I had to much root beer. Either way I think I still like him now. I have to invite him to my house so we can finally experiment our feelings together. I actually always wanted to experiment on him. >u< I love this guy!! 

            Violet P.O.V

                  Elliot and Max are becoming attached and I honestly don't think that its fair to me being max's best friend. He's blowing me off to go sit with Elliot every chance they fricken get. if I didn't know any better id think there dating.......wait a second......Oh Shit!!!!!

                                                                             Chapter 2

                                                                          The Invitation

OK so im going to write more soon but I have it written down on paper like 4 pages and im lazy so yeah. >u<