Title: BORROWED
Author: Adrypot_Malikot
Date Submitted: September 1, 2016
Word Count: 1,648
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"I don't want to give you back, 'cause I don't want to give you back." Sumasabay sa lagaslas ng tubig ang awiting iyon ni Leanne Rimes na paulit-ulit kong pinakikinggan. I was in the shower, thinking a lot of things.
I don't want to give you back
You're the best I'll never have
So I don't want to give back
But you're borrowed..Only borrowed.
Ngumiti ako ng mapait. Everytime I listen to the song, it just keeps on reminding me of what we have is not permanent. That it will end sooner or later. Pero hindi ko pa rin kayang bumitaw. Hindi ko kayang pakawalan siya at magpaubaya. I know she isn't happy with him, kaya nga mayroong kami.
"Phoemela?" ani ng isang boses na kilalang-kilala ko. The song died in the air. Marahil ay pinatay niya ang player ko.
I turned off the shower, took the towel on the rack and dried my body. I could still hear her calling my name from the outside. Hindi na ako nagulat nang buksan niya ang pinto ng banyo sa kuwarto ko.
"There you are. Hey! Babe." Lumapit siya sa akin ng may ngiti sa mga labi. That smile that could make my heart beat fast. Niyakap niya ako nang makalapit siya. I didn't mind if I was naked in front of her, besides we had done more a lot of times.
"Did you miss me?" I asked her while hugging her back.
"Of course! That's why I'm here. You don't know how much I've missed you. Nakakainis naman kasi si Greg eh. He told me that we'll be staying like four days in Macau, but his four days became one week." Pagrereklamo niya tungkol sa bakasyon nila ng kaniyang asawa.
Greg is Miranda's husband. Greg didn't know that Miranda is a bisexual. Nagpakasal lang silang dalawa dahil sa takot ni Miranda na mawalan siya ng mana, and her family didn't even know she is a bisexual. She said she couldn't just give up her inheritance kaya kahit ayaw niya ay nagpakasal siya kay Greg.
"Nag-enjoy ka naman yata eh. I saw your IG. You two are very sweet. Kulang na lang magkampo ang mga langgam sa ka-sweetan ninyo." I told her with sarcasm. I didn't want to be sounded like a jealous lover, but what could I do, I was fucking jealous when I saw their pictures together. I was supposed to be the one with her and not Greg.
"Hey! Chill. I didn't enjoy that vacation. You know that I hope it was you. It's just a show. Para sa mga matang nakapaligid sa akin at sa pagsasama namin ni Greg. I told you about it right? I need to act as if I'm happy with him, that we're a happy family. Alam mo naman na ang tungkol sa mana ko. I need to stay with Greg even if I don't want to. You do understand that right, babe?" She cupped my face and let me looked into her eyes. I could see sincerity in her eyes. I know she loves me, pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang malungkot. Alam kong mahal niya ako at mahal ko rin siya, pero bakit hindi kami puwedeng magsamang dalawa.
She smiled at me and gave me a light kiss on my lips. Just like that, my jealousy and huffs was thrown out of the window. Hindi ako nakontento sa simpleng halik na iyon. I wanted more, I kissed-chase her. Gustong-gusto ko ang malalambot niyang labi. Hindi nagtagal at magkahinang na ang aming mga labi. Pawang sabik at uhaw kami sa isa't-isa, ang mga kamay niya ay parang may mga sariling utak na naglalakbay sa aking kabuoan at ganoon rin ang aking mga kamay.
She left my mouth and her lips travelled down to my neck. It just added fuel to my already burning body. I held the hem of her tank top and pulled it off upward. Saglit siyang humilaway sa akin para mahubad ko ang kaniyang damit. I let her removed her bra. I couldn't contain myself by just looking at her boobs, so I reached out for her breast and sucked it like a hungry baby. I licked and nipped it, just like the way she wanted it. Para siyang Diyosa na aking sinasamba sa bawat haplos, dila, at halik na aking iginagawad sa iba't-ibang parte ng kaniyang katawan.
Naroong pisilin at paglaruan ko ang dunggot sa kaniyang dibdib na nagpapabaliw sa kaniya ng sobra Naglakbay ang mga kamay ko pababa sa kaniyang tiyan at papunta sa kaniyang maselang bahagi. Hinihimas ko ang nakatagong hiyas niya mula sa short shorts na kaniyang suot. Damang-dama ko ang kaniyang pagkabasa. I kept on kissing her as I rubbed her pussy with those fabric still on.
I slowly pushed her to the sink and asked her if she could sit there, she obliged. My hands kept on squeezing her breast while I french kissed her. I wanted to just taste her lips but how could I give her pleasure if I won't move my mouth.
My mouth left her lips and travelled downward. I looked at her when I reached her navel. She looked flushed and her breathing became rigid.
I took away the last piece of her clothes. She had no panty, always been ready whenever she went here at my place. I smiled when I saw her shaved pussy. "Nice." I said. It smelled nice too. I didn't think twice and open her core to taste her. I looked at her while I was licking it. Soft moans came out of her mouth everytime I licked her already wet pussy. I inserted one finger in it and it made her moaned so loud.
"Fuck babe. Yeah! Just like that. Lick that pussy. Ahhhh!"
I obeyed her like a slave to his master. I licked it and sucked it while thrusting my finger in and out of her core. I wanted her to taste heaven. Gusto ko sa akin lang niya maramdaman ang kasukdulan at kalangitan. I wanted her to be pleased, So she won't leave me. Dahil alam kong darating ang panahon na magsasawa siya sa akin, but I won't wait for that time to come.
Binilisan ko pa ang paglabas-masok ng aking daliri, this time, I inserted two fingers while still licking her pussy. I could hear her loud moans. She's making me wild. I know she's near 'cause I could feel her walls tighten.
"Babe, I'm almost there. Shit! Faster...Ahhh! Fuck!" I sucked her pussy while I played her clit with my thumb. After a few more thrust, she came in my hand. She poured my hand with her juice. Her eyes were closed when I looked at her and she' catching her breath. I put my hand in my mouth and tasted her. She' s very sweet.
"Did you like it?" I asked her. Her eyes were still close while her breathing was gone back to normal.
"Hell yeah! That's what I've missed when I was in Macau. Greg couldn't give me that mind blowing foreplay. It's just you who can give me that." Somehow, I felt proud of myself but still a fang of pain hit my heart. That's what I wanted her to feel, pleasure, but it doesn't change the fact that she's also doing it with Greg.
Kahit na sinabi niya sa akin na nakikipagtalik lang siya sa asawa niya dahil kailangan, hindi pa rin maalis sa aking isip na baka isang araw ay iwan niya ako dahil mas naibibigay na ng asawa niya ang mga bagay na ito. So, I told myself that I will give her what she wants, I'll pleasure her to the extreme. A mind blowing orgasm sometimes is the answer for your partner not to leave you, I read that in one of the cosmos magazine before. That's what I've been doing ever since, and I guess they were right.
"I knew you'd like it." Masayang sabi ko sa kaniya. As long as I could see her being satisfied with what I did, masaya na ako. I won't ask her for more. Tama na sa aking napapaligaya niya ako. Tama na sa aking makasama siya kahit saglit. We've been like this for so many years now, and I'm used to it. Sanay na akong maging pangalawa lang sa buhay niya. Sanay na akong ipinakikilalang matalik niyang kaibigan sa ibang tao. Sanay na akong laging nasa likuran niya, na kahit anong gawin ko, she won't pick me over her family and her inheritance. Yes, I was a fool. I was a lesbian fool who's loving her deeply. A fool that no matter what happen, won't leave her and just stay by her side even if the whole world despise her.
"I love it Phoem. Thank you. Anyway, I have to go now babe. Alam mo naman na tumatakas lang ako sa bahay at kapag nawala ako ng matagal baka hanapin na naman ako no'n kay mommy. Then mom will call me and will say things about marriage and what a wife supposed to be doing in their house." She stood up from the sink and picked up her dress one by one.
"Yeah, I know it already. Just go on." Walang kalatoy-latoy kong sabi. I looked at her as she dressed up. Just like that, after I satisfy her she'll leave me with her alibis.
"Oh! Huwag ka nang magtampo. Babawi ako sa'yo next time." Then she kissed my lips. "Bye, babe. Promised, babawi ako, it's just that I need to leave now. Love you!" Then she left me. Everytime she leaves me I will ask myself, ilang beses pa ba akong maiiwang mag-isa gaya nito? Then I thought to myself, Miranda was never mine. Like what the song said, I've just borrowed her and soon I'll give her back to whom she belongs, even though I don't want to.
-Wakas-
