My Perfect Cat Whisker (A Phan Love Story)

Dan

Dan pov
Right now I am definitely Phil trash number 1. I have been watching his videos basically since he started in 2006. I guess I should describe myself. I have brown hair and brown eyes. I'm pretty tall. I am 15 years old. Yeah, that sounds weird, and all. I mean I'm 15, and a full on AmazingPhil fan. I want to message Phil, I'm trying to get senpai to notice me. Yes, I know Phil is in college, but I will be 18 in three years, and then we could date or something. I mean I would love to just be friends. I don't really have friends. Nobody wants to hang out with a socially awkward kid. I'm want to wait until I'm 18, I want to be able to be with him all the time without having to get rides from my parents or stuff like that. I just want to be old enough for him. I don't know how old he would want to date. Well, that is if he even likes boys. I know that I like boys, but I don't know if I like girls. My parents are always trying to set me up with girls. They don't know that I like boys, I don't know how they would react. I want them to love me no matter what, but that doesn't always happen. "Daniel, please come downstairs," my mom says. I'm always in my room, so my parents beg for me to come out of my room. I don't want to hide from them. I want them to know. I walk downstairs. I see my parents sitting at the table. They look sad. "What is wrong?" I ask. "Daniel, we don't know what is wrong with you. You haven't talked to us face to face in a few years. All you do is go to your room and watch stuff on your computer. This is getting too hard to know what you want. What do you want from us?" my mom asks while crying. "I don't know what I want. Please don't ask. I don't even know what I want with my life. I just want to be a normal kid, but that is never going to happen," I yell while crying. My mom is being as calm as she can. "Honey, why aren't you normal? We want to help you, please," she says. "Mom, I don't want to tell anyone. I need to deal with this by myself," I say. My voice sounds super weak. I don't want to be in this conversion anymore. "Can I go upstairs now?" I ask. "Sweetie, we just want to know what is going on. Please, let us know what is going on," she says. She sounds defeated. "Mom, dad, I don't want you to look at me any differently. I'm gay." I say super softly. "What honey?" my mom asks. "I'm gay," I say again, but louder. "You may go back upstairs now," my mom says shocked. I go back upstairs. I go into my room, and I run to my bed. When I get on my bed, I start to cry. I wish someone would except me. I watch AmazingPhil until I fall asleep.
When he wakes up
My alarm clock goes off. I hit it until it stops making noise. I lay in my bed for a little bit. I don't want to go to school. When I get out of bed, I go shower. After my shower, I put my black skinny jeans and a black t-shirt on. Then I blow dry and straighten my hair. I get my backpack on and go downstairs. I quickly eat something and leave without saying anything to my parents. I know that is rude of me, but after the way they reacted, I can't face them. I walk to school, and I ignore everybody. It not like they would want to talk to me anyways. Aiden, my bully, walks up to me. "Hey, what's up faggot," he says. I don't say anything. He gets super mad about that and punches me in the face. "TALK TO ME FAGGOT," he yells. I just start to cry, and I curl up into a ball on the ground. So, Aiden starts to kick me really hard. He finally has to go to football (soccer) practice. When he was gone, I get up. I walk home and go up to my room. I can hear my parents talking about me. It was some good things, but mostly bad things. I start crying. I go into the bathroom, and I find my razor. I start to cut. I cut 5 times on each wrist. After I rewatch AmazingPhil's videos.

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