Sure I might be a little crazy
But who isn't a little crazy?
Some maybe crazier than others
But we're still all a bit mad.
Yes
I might even be madder than some
But that's okay
Well, to me it is
But apparently to you it's not.
Is it because I sometimes can't control when I shake? Or sometimes when I'm talking I start to mumble and get my words terribly mixed up? I twitch. I stumble. My face does weird movements uncontrollably. Apparently that's too crazy.
Or is it because I can't sit still? Because I have to be constantly moving to try to learn. And that I loose focus very easily? I can be in mid sentence and have to get up and move or talk about something different. I guess that's crazier.
Or maybe it's because when I have to talk in front of people or to new people, I get scarred. My breath quickens. My voice shakes and cracks. My body vibrates. I loose track of thought. I stumble. I stutter. Almost on the verge of tears everyday after school or sometimes during school because I'm so scarred that I will be called on and I will freeze.
Oh, oh! It's probably because when I have to read, I get the words all mixed around and I make up new words in my head that aren't there.
You all laugh
But I don't see what's so funny...
You mess around with me about it
And think that I don't care
When really it brakes me every time.
Slowly but surly I'm keep getting pushed past my breaking point.
But I just smile and laugh with them, because I know it's my best option.
I don't want them to know how really messed I am.
But then again
We're all a bit mad
Right?
