Psychiatric

.The smell of rain.

Some times while we are walking , we just look at some people and we say " I wish I was her" or "I -wish I was him " .But do we know what they are facing in this life , what they are hiding in there hearts , what they are feeling , they are happy in their life , they are & they are ; No actually no we never know we just keep on saying I wish I was this person , well ofcours this person is happier than me . It's like your fighting with someone just to prove to him that you are useless.
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6:00 AM
Should I stay or should I go now?
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
And if I stay it will be double
So ya gotta let me know
Should I cool it or should I blow?
Well this not me this my alarm tone I love singing but this not me ;
"Hmm" "Ohhh gosh ooooshhh ehh !!! " Okay there is no lights and I just fell down , my nose hurts shit!!
I actually don't like the lights on -but in the same time I feel so scared when there is no light (darkness) Schizophrenia I know right. I open the blinders and then I went to the bathroom, to accept The appeal of nature ;)
6:35 AM
I wear my training clothes and I wrote a small note to my mom if she woke and didn't find me :
Note :
Hey mom I took Charlie to a little woke :)
Will be home soon . Love you . Roise

The fact that I know my mom won't woke up now but I don't know !! Will she!! Do that today ,any ways I took me dog Charlie " hey Charlie hey honey ohhhh good boy come one let's go now "

The Neighbourhood is kind and scary now well
actually no it's always scary specially that old man Simon he is really so scar.." ohh sorry I didn't see yo.." I'm really speechless I was talking about that old man Simon then I hit him , and man I said sorry and he just ignored me like what the world. My nose hurts again but I actually wonder what he is doing why he was walking so fast it's right he is old but he is kinda i don't really know . I always think that he hate me "hmm and who don't "( with a voice full of sarcasm)
7:02 Am
Throwing my Starbucks Carmel mocha in the trash Can . And I just looked at my small dog Charlie I really love Charlie he is the only thing in this life that makes me feel happy " heyyyy Body are you feeling hungry ahhh " " ohh yeah me too come on let's go home and get something to eat " .

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