Roommates

Running Low

One month later

Camila's P.O.V.

"Are you even a human?" Hailee said with serious face, but I knew she didn't mean it rude.

"I just don't want to... wait. Time flies."

"Ugh," she rolled her eyes. "If you didn't realize, right now you're wasting your time."

Haiz and I have become very close friends during past month and she understood me with everything. Until now. She was honest and everytime right. But not now. I hope.

"Josh's a nice guy," I said sounding conviced.

"Shawn's nicer."

I shaked when she said his name. In past month, I started to remember some snippets from the night on the beach and I was so sorry I didn't remember it earlier. My feelings were so confused and I was so tired because of them. I was so mad at Shawn cause he didn't tell me anything and it wasn't fair, actually he still thinks I don't remember it. I want to move on, ignore what happened between us, but at the same time, I want to feel his lips on mine so bad.

"Mila, don't be a fool."

"Look," I sighed. "So many things happend past month. And Shawn... has a girlfriend."

"Stupid. Don't you see you both are doing this things because of the same reason?" she sounded like she's starting to be mad.

"No. We just realized we did a mistake. That's all," I shaked my head no.

"Camila, do you even have brain inside your head?"

"Josh's the right for me," I acted I'm sure about it. I wished I was. "I'm not wasting my time at all. I'll prove it to you."

I stood up and hugged Josh, who came to our table.

"Time to go," he said ignoring Hailee.

"Bye," I waved at her. She just frowned at me.

Everything in my head was messed up. Now, I wasn't sure about anything. I just wished she's wrong this time. I needed her to be wrong. It's too late to get things how they were. Shawn has a girlfriend, I have a boyfriend. He doesn't know I remember our kiss and I'm not gonna tell him. It would get worse. Even now, we weren't the same. We weren't friends anymore, we were just... roommates.

Shawn's P.O.V.

"What about a date tonigt?" I smiled at Mia.

What are you doing, idiot, my head made up.

Forgeting. Camila's engaged. I have to move on same as her, I answered.

She doesn't have to move on. She doesn't even know what happened the night on the beach, my head reacted. If you wouldn't be a coward and told her about your feelings, she would be yours.

I have no more feelings for her, I tried to make myself sure. And she wouldn't be mine. She isn't anyone's property.

Just imagine to be with her instead of Mia. Kissing her, holding her tight, drowning in her eyes, my head was laughing of me.

Shut up.

"Sounds nice!" Mia cut of my thoughts.

"Good," I wished I wouldn't have to act my enthusiasm.

I was so mad at myself because of Mia. I was using her to get Camila out of my head. That was so poor. I hated my head and the war of two sides in my thoughts was making me weaker every day. I wanted Camila so fucking bad and knowing she's in a relationship with someone else was killing me.

Guys I'm getting sick of this mess too :D I hope you like it and expect next chapter soon cause I have like a writing fever or something :D Maybe I just want this drama to end soon haha.

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