Bad Boy Meet MMA Nerd

Tough side

Amalia

A few months have passed since then and everything seems normal with everyone except Aria and Xenif. They seem to talk comfortably with each other until I come around then they get awkward and distant from each other wow guess getting kidnap makes you lose your only friends but its ok winter break is tomorrow which means that I will go with my dad to Colorado to relax in his private cabins he says I can bring friends but it looks like it will just be him and I. In all honesty I haven't spoke to Dino at all since then I can't I was too weak to save myself. He saw how vulnerable I was I can't let him know anymore as far as he knows I was just kidnapped at random he doesn't know what that man did. I mostly stay home but today my dad made me go to school I left for school pretty early I turned my winter break work in to all my teachers and then headed to the library and relax a bit until lunch. I laid back and watched the world it relaxed me and allowed my mind to wander free for a while. I enjoyed it i let a small smile form on my face as i leaned against the window. In all honesty it felt good to smile since everything has happened at school i didnt smile much anymore actually i didnt smile at all i showed no emotion except for a scowl. There were times when Jerome Raiden and Ryder made laugh but not much sometimes i would leave i wasnt in the mood for happiness. Only with my dad did i smile and laugh as if nothing happened he already knew my weakness and instead of trying to pry he just makes sure to keep me happy so i forget and it has worked but today was the 'remember' day which is every month on this day i would got to my journal and read every single page including the new entries i filled in and then i would sit in the corner of my closet in the dark and cry until i had no more tears and my dad knows that he has to leave the house but for now i just focus on the butterflies playing with each other until i see that lunch has started. No matter what i cant help but go visit my tree i was going to name it Dion of course but thats going to have to wait for winter break to be over. I climbed the tree and hugged the trunk i loved this tree a lot i had no clue why but i was always drawn to it. I relaxed leaning against the tree and began to close my eyes as a subtle breeze blew by i felt at peace but then i noticed Aria and Xenif come by they looked like a couple and suddenly it all makes sense they were dating but didnt want to tell me yet because they felt the time wasnt right. A soft smile graced my face again but it left quickly once i notice Dino and the gang were not that far behind them. I jumped down from the tree and went over to Aria her face broke out into a wide smile as she gave Xenif her food and rushed over to me to give me a bear hug and of course i hugged her back. As i held her i whispered into her ear. 

"Aria im sorry for everything that has happened to you while i was gone if only i was a bit stronger i could have save you from the likes of them but dont worry at the end of today you will be avenged and im not going to touch them however i wont be here to see your reaction or theres im leaving early i dont feel well and again dont worry my dad installed new locks and a security system so i will be fine but i want you to come over tomorrow so that we can hang out before i leave for the cabin trip dont say a word to anyone about what i just told you ok" i pulled away and kissed her on her forehead she blushed slightly then nodded i then turned to Xenif who had his normal cocky grin i hugged him and kissed him on the cheek and did the same to the rest of the gang but when it was Dino's turn i left the kiss linger a bit longer but still left he grabbed my wrist and looked at me with pleading eyes but i shook my head and walked away.

After i got Dion from the office i skated home and began the routine. Today was December 19 the first day that man touched me and i wont ever forget. I trudged up the stairs to my room. I closed the curtains and laid in the dark i let sleep consume me. When i woke up i went downstairs to see if my dad had came and left judging by the note left in the kitchen he was gone i didnt bother to read it i just check all the locks and made sure the cameras were on and now that it is 8:30 i shall begin.