Replacement

Chapter 1

I walked down the street and shivered in the cold. I was sobbing. 'I hate Sam. I hate hate hate him. How is he ever going to dump me for being to...FAT.I hate every guy in the world. They all Suck!'I thought to myself."AHH!!" I screamed as I fell to the ground. I stood back up, brushed of my short blue dress which was now socked from the wet ground.

I turned and went up the stairs to my apartment. I was now shacking with anger. I went into my room, took of my heals, and plopped on the bed. I laid on my side as the tears rolled across my face. 'Maybe im just not good enough' I thought. 'No it just that Stacy is better. Because shes skinny.'I sat up and whipped my tears. I walked to the bathroom and took a shower. When I got out after 30 minutes, I rapped in a towel and walked to the kitchen. I hadn't eaten dinner because i ran out on Sam. I went to grab an apple and stopped on my tracks.'Im to fat,' I thought 'I wont eat then.'

I walked to my room and went to my closet to put on pajamas. I reached for a large shirt and stopped. It was his shirt. I took it out and laid it on the bed. Could it be? Could I have loved him? NO. I refuse. I walked to my closet and grabbed my pajamas. After getting changed, I hung the shirt back up and laid on my bed.My head was spinning and my heart was thumping. All I could think about was Sam. No one else understood me like Sam does or...did. After about an hour, I felt something in my head say,"Go to sleep." And I dosed off.