Safe in his arms *Ziall fluff oneshot*

NIALL POV

I was mad. Sad. Confused.

Zayn was with Perrie in public and I'm just his friend. I want to be more so badly.

As the blood was pouring out of my wrists and I was sitting on the floor.

I've never cut my wrists before....

There was a knock on the door. I quickly hid my blades. "Ni? You in there pal?" Zayns soothing voice asked as I was trying to fix some bandages before the door started to open.

"DON'T COME IN!!" I yelled and it was too late.

Zayn was standing in front of me in my room looking down at me on the floor trying, hopelessly trying to control my blood.

"NiNi..." He whispered and sat next to me, quickly taking his hands around mine. He carefully dabbed the blood away and gently wrapped them in bandages.

"Why? Why did you hurt yourself?" Zayn's voice broke the silence.

I kept crying and he hugged me, allowing me to sob into his broad shoulder. "Everything is too much..." I whispered and he hummed into my ear.

"I know Niall... I know..."

"Why can't I love myself Zayn?" I asked and he stroked my pastel lilac hair.

"I don't know Niall... But there's no way I'm leaving you alone tonight..." He said , picked me up bridal style and placed me on my bed, crawling in next to me without pulling the duvet up.

He wrapped his arms around his torso and pulled me into his fit warm chest. I snuggled against him and cried into his chest quietly while he rubbed circles in my back.

"Sh... I've got you Niall," he whispered against my sobs.

"I have to tell you something NiNi..."

I nodded and looked into his brown perfect eyes.

"Perrie broke up with me today..."

I widened my eyes as his were tearing up. I snuggled into his neck and gently kissed it. "It's okay Zayn... She's not worth your tears and doesn't know what she's missing," I whispered and he rubbed shapes into my back with his hands.

"Thank you Niall, now go to bed darling," he whispered and I let my eyelids drop to the steady, beautiful beat of Zayn's heart in his neck.

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ZAYN POV

I woke up to stirring in my arms and felt Niall crying in my chest. He must've changed positions in the middle of the night. "I-I won't cut..." He murmured with his eyes shut.

Niall was having a nightmare... His nightmares are always the worst.

"M-my shoulder..."

I widened my eyes and remembered he wasn't wearing vest tops lately even before he but his beautiful wrists. I untangled myself from him, took my hands and slipped his shirt off. I widened my eyes when I saw him

Niall's shoulder and ribs here burned while he had more self harm marks on his shoulders then fell from the top of his shoulders until halfway down to his inner elbow and they were littered in bright pink and red. I had tears running down my face and they were hitting Niall's body gently.

He groaned and gently fluttered his eyes open. He saw his shirt was off and tried to cover his body with his scarred arms. I gently too my wrists and held onto them so they weren't covering his body anymore.

"D-Don't look at me Z-Zayn..." He whispered and I shook my head.

"Why're you doing this to yourself NiNi? You burned and scarred yourself..." I asked and pulled him to sob in my chest.

"N-No one loves me. A-All I get is hate from the f-fans, get called the gay fag, and I'm the worst in the band..." He whispered and I stroked his pastel purple hair.

I shook my head against his gently. "You don't need anyone else to love you because I love you," I whispered and traced shapes into his back.

He stayed silent for a few moments, until his sobbing was slowly getting louder.

He's over thinking things. Like usual. Maybe I should tell him now...

"NiNi?" I asked and he nodded in my chest.

"I have this friend who I've become attached to lately that's why Perrie broke up by me. I want to tell them how I feel but they're perfect without even trying. I-I just want them to be mine until we die... How do I tell them Niall?" I asked and he looked into my eyes with his piercing blue ones.

"J-just be fearless Zayn. Tell them y-you love them..." He whispered and I nodded.

I put my hand behind Niall's head and kissed him. It's like during that kiss we were pouring our feelings out like...

M A G I C.

I released the kiss and he stared at me while smiling.

"I l-love you Niall Horan," I whispered and his beautiful eyes were crystalizing with tears again.

"I l-love you too Zayn Malik," he whispered as I pressed my lips to his again not caring how bruised and hurt his heart was.

I Zayn Malik am here to fix that.