Midnight Secrets

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Katies P.O.V.

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     I cant really explain everything that has happened to me over the past last 2 years. I'm 14 and I've been through proabably the worst struggles. So when I was 12, I starting cutting myself when my mom wasn't home, or at midnight when my mom thought I was asleep.

     Well, she was wrong.

      I never cut deep enough to die, but just enough to be hurt or cry. I would stay up all night just wondering why I look how I do, or thinking about all of my insecurities. I kind of considered my blades as my worst nightmare, but I still needed them. Whenever I went to school the next day, people would ask me how the scars or marks had gotten there.

   I would mostly reply by, "oh, yeah... those. Well they are just cat scratches." Everyone believed it, except for my best friend, Jasmine. She knows me better than anyone, so she already knows what really happens. Well, shes a cutter too, so she knows whats the differnece between scratches and cutts. We both have most of the same insecurities, so it really helps to talk with her about things like that.

     On to another topic... I'm actually really close to my mom, but lately i havent been. I have this stupid step-dad and she always takes his side instead of mine. Like don't you think that a mother  should always stand by her daughters side, and not a guy that shes only been knowing for a couple of years? It really sucks when someone just randomly joins your -perfectly fine- family.

    Well its whatever. But, I really do miss talking to my mom and telling her things that happened throughout the day and stuff.

Thats another reason why I cut. I feel like my mom just doesn't understand me at times. 

Katies P.O.V.

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        Evan... Evan, Evan, Evan... I can say his name all day, only because it makes me happy. He gave me a cheesy high five this morning, when I was actually going in for a hug. My life seems so depressing... Well, after that, 

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 26, 2013 ⏰

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