My Depression Story

Well, this is my Depression story. When, I was three my Mom met a man named Rico. He was everything to me. Well, in 2008 we all stayed the night at my Cousin's House. My Cousin Bryan had raped me, causing me to loose my Virginity. 2009 Rico made a Cop shoot him on purpose because, my Mom had left him for another man. We moved, I met a girl named Nikita but, I called her Nikki. She was always there for me well, thats when I started cutting. Her Boyfriend she left Rico for, started to rape me in 2011. I never told my Mom until, 2012, she didn't believe me but, Cops forced us to move. A year later the beggining of 2013. She brought him back and I told my Counselor called the Police. Dcf came that night and my Mom chose to give me up. My Grandma took me in, my Mom had his baby and I struggle with Pain, Depression, and Anxiety. I cut still, and have had 19 Suicide Attempts. I don't starve myself. I have a Four Pack but, The kids at my School bully me. I get called Ugly, Fat, Stupid, worthless and etc. 
That is my coming out story, thanks for reading.