Help me, Miss Lovato

Chapter 1

Kirsty's POV-
"Hey fatass I think you should lay off the McDonald's for a while. It's kinda making you bulge out of everything you wear. You know, maybe if you do have another one, at least throw it up or something to make us all feel better."

I looked down in shame at the text I had just received from Lucy, the main bully of the school. I walked over to the mirror and pointed out every flaw on my body.
Not enough collar bone showing
That thigh gap isn't big enough
Ew my stomach is WAY too fat
I wish that I was little 5 year old me again, when life was awesome and i didn't care about what i wore or how it looked on me. I could eat things like ice cream and cake without counting the calories and I could keep all 3 meals of the day down.
However, now, every meal I purge or don't eat at all. Everything I wear never looks good on me because I'm ugly anyway. And my wrists are full of red lines that mark each day of horror. People calling me names I didn't even know we're in the dictionary. Getting beaten up at least 3 times a week to the point where I might be at school until 5 or 6 o'clock before I can walk again and know I'll make it home. Not like I want to be at home. I'm always happily greeted by my mum and dad always ready to say something nasty to me or do something horrible.
That's all you really need to know about me I guess.
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I awoke on Monday to my alarm. The only reason I don't smash my alarm to bits in the morning is because it's my phone and without my phone I can't go on Twitter, Instagram or snapchat to stalk celebrities pages. I'm not creepy or anything it's just a common habit. Y'all get me, right?
I got changed after updating on Twitter and Instagram about how much I really don't wanna go to school today.
Apparently I'm getting a new English teacher today and my other English teacher was horrible with whipped cream and cherry on top. Let's just say that he is the reason the whole school found out about my self harm. So it can't be much worse having a new teacher. Can it?
Walking into class, which happened to be English, I was first as usual. I always like to get to my first lesson before the bell goes to save Lucy and co basically killing me and having the whole school creating a large circle around us cheering Lucy on as she beats me. Been there, done that not doing it again.
"Hey sweetie how come you're here so early? The bell dosent go for another 12 minutes" that's an awfully accurate time. I looked over to see my new English teacher. She looked a lot like Demi Lovato. I looked down at her staff badge 'Miss Lovato' oh yeaahhhhh Demi Lovato is taking a break from her music to teach. Hmm lucky me I guess.
"Oh, sorry. Usually the teacher isn't here yet I always come to my first lesson early. I forgot we had a new teacher in today. I can go if you like?"
"No it's fine you can stay here for sure. What's your name honey?" Ew she has called me honey and sweetie in the space of 1 minute. She's gonna be annoying I can tell.
"Kirsty" she smiled
"Nice name. So what's this class like?" Horrible. Mean. Makes your life a fucking misery. Beats you up. Send notes around the whole class so everyone can laugh at it before finally giving it to you too read.
As if you can tell her that
Shut up, I won't. My demons love to creep up on me when I really could do without them
They all laugh at the notes because it's true. You know it is. You may not have any friends at school but we are ALWAYS here for you at any time, every day of the week.
Thanks but I'm really not in the mood for you guys right now.
"Hello?? Earth to Kirsty!" I was snapped out of my trance by Miss Lovato snapping her fingers in my face.
"Oh yeah sorry I zone out sometimes. Yeah they're cool I guess." She didn't look 100% satisfied with my answer and just as she was about to say something, the bell went. Saved by the bell!
Once everyone was done whispering horrid things in my ear and giving me dirty looks (which the teacher didn't even notice) miss Lovato finally spoke.
"Hey guys I'm miss-" she was cut off by Brian. The most horrible guys you'll ever meet
"Yeah miss we know. Your Demi Lovato. It's kinda obvious considering you're a world wide pop star" she giggled at his comment. Great. Another teacher to love the bullies and to soon forget about the ones getting bullied.
"Yeah I guess you could put it that way. But from now on you will know me as your English teacher. And you will call me miss Lovato NOT Demi or Demetria of any other name you can think of this isn't miss Lovato. I know you're ways." She gave us all a sarcastic evil look which made everyone laugh but me. What Lucy said to me when she walked into the classroom has broke me and I don't think I can be repaired.
"Hey bitch. Did mama or dada notice your cuts yet. Wait a second... Aren't they always too drunk or high to give two shits about you? Maybe tonight you should let them beat you so hard you can only move enough to grab that blade and slice it right through a vein. But before you do that, make sure to purge so that at least you can fit on your coffin."
I could feel miss Lovato's eyes on me as I was the only one not to laugh. But she just shook it off before carrying in with her conversation.
"So, as it's my first day here and my first lesson with you guys I'm going to let your sit where you like. However if I feel the need to move someone then I won't hesitate to do so and if no one can behave then I guess you will have to put up with a seating plan." The whole class, again except for me, cheered as they each took their seats. I decided to take one right at the back where no one else was so I could hopefully drown them out a bit better.
"So class today I'm just going to get to know you all so I'm going to go around the class and get you to stand up, state you name, age, a fact about you and your favourite thing to do." Everyone stood up and managed to think of something and before I knew it, it was my turn. The final person in the class. Greaatttt. Note my sarcasm.
"Umm hi my name is Kirsty, I'm fourteen years old. A fact about me is that ummm" I couldn't think of anything and my attention was bought to two girls in front of me sniggering about how my only interest is to cut and a for a fact I don't eat but if I do I purge to get thin.
"Excuse me girls what was it you were saying there? Would you like to share it with the class?" Miss Lovato stated. Shit shit shit. Please don't.
"Oh sorry miss we had come up with a fact and a favourite thing to do of Kirsty's" one of them spoke. Please don't continue...
"Ooh well go one then we haven't got all day!" Miss Lovato stated
"Well a fact would be that she hardly eats but when she does she p"
"I use perfume because I-I think the food at school stinks?" I quickly saved my self but it came out as more of a question. Well great. Miss Lovato looked worried and i think she knew what the girls were going to say.
The lesson went by pretty quickly until finally the bell went.
"Okay class dismissed. Kirsty could I talk to you please for a second?" Miss lovato asked.
Once the class has left she finally spoke to me.
"Look Kirsty I know this might be hard for you to admit but when Susan and Izzy were speaking about you earlier I think I knew what they were about to say. And you need to be honest with me when answering this and I promise that whatever your answer is it will be between me and you and no one else in the school has to know a thing... Do.. Do you purge?"
Well shit...
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