Hey guys, let me tell you a little bit about myself. My names Anabel Farley. I live in Georgia in a really small town. I'm bisexual.. I'm depressed.. and I cut alot because of the bullies. I hate my life and I wish I actually had someone who cared about me..
"ANABEL GET UP!!" my dad exclaimed from the kitchen. He wasn't really my dad he was my stepdad, he hits me sometimes for no reason but I guess he isn't that bad. My mom is usually never around, she's too busy out getting drunk or doing drugs or something..Anyways back to me.. "COMING WAYNE!!" I yelled back downstairs. I got up hopped into my skinny jeans, put a Suicide Silence hoodie on, slipped on some vans, and went downstairs ready for the first day of hell at school. "Good morning Anabel" Wayne said. "Morning Wayne, did u make anything for breakfast?" I asked nicely. "Yea there's some eggs over there" he said and pointed behind him. I ate the eggs and turned out they were really good, but now it's time for the first day of 11th grade.
*Anabel's P.O.V*
I walked into school and before I even got in the doors good, names starting coming my way. "Why can't you people just leave me alone I never did nothing to y'all!", I thought to myself. I was walking through the halls when this boy caught my attention. No guy had ever really caught my attention before but this guy was perfect. He had baby blue eyes, black hair, a Pierce the Veil shirt on and black skinny jeans. I couldn't help but pause for a minute and look at him. He looked at me and seen me staring and sent me a killer smile. "Shit!" I thought. He's gunna think I'm weird now for staring at him.. Oh well he probably would never like me anyways.
I went on to the first class and took a seat right as the teacher came in. "Good morning guys I'm your teacher Mr. Winston" he said. "Morning Mr.Winston" the class dully replied. After that I basically zoned out until I heard Mr. Winston say " Alex, would you like to stand up and read this passage for us?". I looked up to see who Alex was and when I did low and behold it was the guy I seen in the hall.. "Well at least I know his name now" I thought to myself as Alex started reading. Dear Jesus his voice was angelic! "Stop it Anabel!" I told myself. I had never already like a guy this much before, so quickly...
A few hours later and finally it was lunch time, so I decided I would get lunch then take it outside cause nobody wants to be around me anyways. I took it and went outside and sat under a tree, put my headphones in, and started singing along to Rebel love song by black veil brides. Then out of no where something hit me in my head. " What the heck!?" I said out loud, I looked up and see someone sitting in the tree. Oh my god that means they were there the whole time through my singing and everything!! I couldn't exactly make out who it was until I heard them say "Beautiful voice you got there" and hopped out of the tree. Mother of God. Alex. "T-thanks" I stuttered and immediately went red. "I'll see you around?" he asked.
I just nodded and gave him a half smile. "Could I really be catching feelings this soon, or is this just some hopeless crush?" I asked myself.
After some more boring classes the bell finally rang. With a sigh of relief I barged out the school doors and begin walking, taking one last glimpse at the tree before getting lost in thought. Suddenly my focus was broke when I heard honking and squealing tires. I turned around just to see somebody flying out of the school parking lot. "Idiot" I mumbled. I turned myself back around and as I began to walk, mind automatically went back to thinking about Alex. There was just something about him that made me want to know more about him.
Finally, after what seemed like forever, I arrived at my house. I unlocked the doors and immediately went upstairs, not paying attention as to whether Wayne was home or not. I threw on some sweatpants and a tank top and blared up my music. Music was the only thing that helped me through life. Music is there when nobody else was. I laid back on my bed, thinking to myself and humming the lyrics to a song, when before I knew it I had drifted off into a deep sleep.
