eli's Pov
My hair is bleach blond and the tips are black yeah as you probably guessed it I'm gay and in a small town like this its not really a great thing but I dont care why should I care of what other people think of me im perfect in my own way . Mom came into my room to tell me that it was time for school so I got the usual outfit on black skinnies and a botdf shirt. I took my ipod out of my pocket and turned it to saviour by black veil brides my favorite song ever, well atleast by them anyway, and started to walk to school. As I walked to school I notice alot of people was whispering about the new kid. I wonder if he will be rude or nice. Suddenly i felt someone jump on me. I spun around and to see my best friend kara. "hey girl, how are you." "great I think." I laughed kara never knew what she felt or wanted I guess that is why we're so alike. "see you in second period I text you when I get to first kay." "ok." I walked through the hall to see some big hunk of a guy well you wouldnt call him sporty he looked like he was more of a loner I guess thats why he was all alone I could feel him staring at me as I walked by I guess I made a good impression. Mr. Simpson looked at me as I walked in and anounced "Students I have good news and bad news the bad news is I want you to write a two page essay on what you did this weekend but the good news is that I will give the rest of the hour to do it." ok well I thought time to text kara.
Me:heyy girl hows class
Kara: horrible but you will never guess wat
Me: Wat
Kara: the new kid is gay!!!!!
Me: really!!!!!!! how did you find out
Kara: he just told everyone in class also he wanted me to give you his number so here it is cause I gtg mrs johnson is looking 6602540584
ok I guess I will text him.
Me: hi kara said to text ya???
New kid: yeah I just thought you looked like a cool person to talk to so I gave her my number to text it to you lol
Me: Really cool so whats your name
New kid: Jayy
Me: cool mines eli
Jayy: cool so you wanna hang out after school
Me: sure
Jayy: cool so meet me by my locker after school
Me: ok
Before i knew it the day was over and it was time to meet jayy by his locker."heyy, jayy."Hey.""whats the matter."'nothing much just tired.""oh,ok do you wanna like forget about this and like do it some other time.""NO!!!, i mean its ok im just ready to go home and hangout with you."" cool then shall we go." "yeah." when we arrived at his house the only person there was his mom and wow she seems a little overbearing lol. She wanted to know when me and jayy became friends when i knew i was gay just all sorts of stuff. i could tell jayy wanted to get out of here so i suggested that we go get our homework done. jayy lead me upstairs to his room which was covered head to toe in posters from black veil brides botdf and asking alexandria which were all of my favorite bands. i sat down on his bed i could tell he was alittle nervouse about something i wonder what though. So i asked him what he was all about so he said"well im 17 I love botdf as you can tell I never had a boyfriend my mom and dad are very supportive of me being gay we had to move here because alot of people at my old school were homophobes,"I just nodded my head"and well I dont know what else to say what about you." "well im 17 also and I love botdf too, I had one boyfriend but he cheated on me and the day that he told me that he was cheating we were on our way home from school and a drunk driver hit us from behind and killed shawn, and I guess ever since then I 1: dont drink and 2: have problems trusting people, my mom and dad are divorced my dad couldnt stand that his only son was gay so he started drinking then one night he came home drunk and thought he could beat the gay out of me so he came into my room and beat me so bad i almost died so my mom had him arrested and he is currently in jail so I live with my sister who is 5 and my mom."
"Wow thats alot to deal with I'm so sorry,"with that he engulfed me in a tight hug and he began to cry"and I thought my life was bad but its nothing compared to what you have dealt with.""thanks." I said feeling a little distraught I dont know why I had told him all this stuff I hadnt even told my best friend andy about that. A coulple of hours had passed since then and we heard his mom call us for dinner. We all sat around the table talking with his two older brothers that were to my suprise also gay. "Hey Eli so when did you and my brother start going out." I just stared and I could feel my cheeks start to redding I quickly dropped my head to where my hair would cover it up . I heard jayy start to choke on his coke.
" well you see I havent really asked him." I said " jayy will you be my boyfriend." I said as soon as I said that he got up and ran up stairs into his room. i knocked on the door and asked if i could come in . he whispered yes and I opened the door. jayy looked up at me in tear filled eyes. "whats wrong jayy if you dont wanna date me then thats fine ."
"its not that I dont wanna date you its just im afraid that I dont deserve you and the fact is that you would be my first boyfriend and im afraid that if we date and dont work out we wont stay friends." " jayy no matter what we will still be friends and you do deserve me I just hope I deserve you ," I said almost out of breath, "will you be my boyfriend." " I-III dont know." " thats fine but I got to go see you tommorow." I said then walked out the door.
