Who is this irresistible creature sitting all alone?
She looks so broken but she seems so at home...I am young and people tell me i don't know what being in love is. Fuck those people. I know what i felt in my heart...and i will always feel that way.
I met this girl, almost a year ago we started dating. She was my first real girlfriend and i was head-over-heels in love, i absolutely adored this girl. Over the many months we were together...i learned so much about her. I knew all her secrets and all her worries, she had a hard life. I felt helpless because i couldn't change the way she had been treated. I tried my best to be her knight in shining armour and save her from the demons inside...but she was lost in a sea of dark thoughts and bad dreams where the demons roamed and tortured my poor baby...Ill admit, she hurt me. She cheated. She lied. She exposed my deepest secrets. But i forgave her... Every single time.
On valentines day i spent all of the small amount of money i had to buy her a gift, i gave it to her and she cried and hugged me, one of my happiest memories. Although...a week later she dumped me for the another cuter boy at school. I was shattered. All of a sudden i found out what it felt like to be broken...into a million peices. Sprayed in all directions across the hard-wood floor.
But she wasn't there...she wasn't there like i was. I would always be there to fix her when she needed me...i needed her to fix me now, only she was the one who broke me in the first place.
Now i have to watch on as my living dead princess is carried away in his arms. I lost my zombie queen, and she'll never know how i even felt...
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