oli's pov
*******************************5 months later***************************
I felt really guilty. Like really guilty. I never told anyone outside the band about it. The past four months have not been good . I am pretty sure Lee is getting mad at how I don't want 'him' in the child's life. He is clever so I wouldn't be shocked if he knew what was going on. Once Matt woke up to the sound of me puking my guts out. So there for, Other Matt and Jordan need to get their head out of their arse and get a grip on what is going on.
I was currently sitting on the couch eating ice cream with my best friend, hannah, she is the only one that really knows about 'it'. Since she is a girl she knows what to do. She always tells me no screaming, no stress, no junk food...without her. I also haven't talked to josh in a while. He probably doesn't want to talk so i'll leave him alone. Hannah knows who the daddy is and is upset that I don't want josh in their life. Yes I said they, I am expecting more than one child. I would be lying if I said I wasn't excited. I have always wanted children, but not me being the pregnant one.
I snapped out of my thoughts when the phone started ringing.
"i'll get it!" I yelled cause face it i'm hardcore like that.
"hello"
"hello..is this oli." a feminine voice said
"uh...yeah"
"well this is josh's sister and he seems really upset and keeps repeating your name, I think he just wants to talk to you." she said seeming really sad.
"o-ok" dammit the hormones and nerves are getting to me.
I literlly had to pull the phone away from my ears 'cause of josh fangirling [c;]. I did not understand a word he said cause is was all just rambling. I told Josh to slow down and he did. He repeated it again but slower this time. Basically all he said was how much he missed me and wanted to see me. I told him that I wish I could but I can't. I was way too big to let him see me. Hannah and Jordan stood in the doorway smirking, they didn't have to tell me what they were thinking I already knew.
