You fell for her. And I don't understand how you couldn't. She's amazing. She's my best friend. She's my soulmate in every way but one. People joke about us but we know we will get the last laugh. I went to your group and fucked with you for a while and god did we have fun. But we weren't meant to be. You see, it was a bad time for me and I couldn't handle everything. So know that I only broke up with you because I knew I had a few things to take of for myself first. And then an unexpected turn. She fell for you. I couldn't control her but why would I want to. You let her get close and I freaked out because I know how you like to push away. But I also know how she pushes back just as hard. For the longest time, I didn't trust you. But then I began getting screenshot after screenshot and hearing more and more about you and the things you do. Somewhere along the way I fell in love too. But not the love where I want you to myself, but the love where I know you'll take care of my person and you truly love her. My mind is at ease knowing she's safe in your arms. And I don't like to share but I respect you so I will share for her sake. But the end goal is for the three of us to walk down the street laughing and joking like old friends. To pour another one and raise a glass for everyone who tried to be here with us. But weren't strong enough. To go outside in the middle of the night and lay in the street and smoke a bowl or 8 and talk about the ways of the world. And I won't stop until that's achieved. You are welcome here.
