It wasn't the same at school without her. No one even wanted to talk about her anymore. It was like she never existed to them at all, like they never met her. Amanda still tried hitting on me but I didn't want her, in fact I didn't want anyone but Stacey. I started failing all my classes because I was tired of trying to move on and frankly I didn't want to do any of my work because I was too upset to even stand up. I can't even think so what's the point in trying if all I hear is her voice pounding at the walls in my head. It's highly distracting and hard to concentrate. My teachers decided to quit talking to me about my grades and started putting me in suicide watch classes in case I decide to drive myself crazy and kill myself to be with her. It wasn't a bad idea but I can't push myself to being gone. What was driving me to still be here? She isn't here so why am I?
