Why am I here? What is happening to me? Should I not end it all ? Here are some question that I sometimes ask myself, thinking that maybe one day I will have the answers to most of them. Hi. My name is Solana. People would say I have a perfect life. But do I really? If i've come to ask myslef questions about my own life, does it really look like my life is perfect. This is my diary, in wich I hide my deepest thoughts on life. I usualy wouldn't do this but maybe one day someone will find this and try to help other people like me. Well lets start by the beginning......