Our love is complicated (justin bieber and ariana grande fanfic)

Taking a Chance

songs for this chapter:

Catching Feelings, Justin Bieber

ARIANA POV:

"how are you feeling miss Grande?"

"fine"

"do you feel like physically harming yourself in any way?"

I just shrugged, only half listening to all of these pointless questions the doctor was asking me. he sounded more like a psychiatrist than a doctor to me.

"would you like to tell me what happened a couple hours ago?"

I stopped counting the tiles on the floor and brought my gaze to this extremely annoying man.

he had a friendly enough face, soft brown eyes that you could easily tell his expression from, his pin straight gelled hair fell neatly into place on the left side of his face and it was a nice hazel color. I'm guessing he was in his 30s, he wasn't a very tall man and he dressed in a pair of navy dress pants and a navy sweatshirt with the little eagle in the corner, to tired to even think about what the brand was, to tired for anything really.

I'm judging by the hopeful look in his face that he was expecting me to pour my heart out to him.

just so I could be sent somewhere that mental people go? no freaking way!

I smiled sweetly before I replied, "why of course kind sir! I'll gladly pour my heart out to a man I only met 20 minutes ago! where should I start? what about the multiple suicide methods that ran through my mind only hours ago!"

but of course I didn't actually say that, I just shrugged as if I didn't care, which I didn't.

he just sighed and tried again "was it a suicide attempt miss Grande?"

well duh, I didn't just randomly cut myself on a shampoo bottle and decide to swallow tons of water, but I just gave him yet another shrug and went back to counting tiles.

this man was getting on my last nerves.

He shook his head sadly and walked out to the hallway, where he started talking to my family. if they were trying to be quiet they were doing a horrible job at it.

"I would suggest a few therapy lessons and anti depression pills" he said.

I scoffed at this. they really thought I was going to take those? they were sadly mistaken.

God I'm in such a sassy mood today.

"what if she tries again?" a voice that broke my heart replied, I felt my heart fall and shatter into a million pieces.

My mother, oh my God my mother..... it hurt so much to know I had scarred her in such a way, that I could never forgive myself for.

"can I see her?"

I shuddered at this, I didn't want Nathan to see me like this, he would know instantly that he had caused this, he would try to apologize and me being so helpless and weak, I would accept.

"no" a voice growled, yet another person I didn't want to see me like this.

"I'm her boyfriend Justin, you can't stop me" Nathan replied.

"boyfriend?" he laughed, "I'd be surprised if she even let you text her after what you did to her! I bet this was even all your fault" I smiled at this, I liked how Justin was defending me.

"what did he do to her?" my doctors voice interrupted my thoughts.

"Justin?" I called out, I was surprised at how broken and tired my voice sounded, I didn't know why I was calling for him, I guess I didn't want Nathan to get into trouble.