True Feelings

Chapter 1-Matt & Chrissy

*Writing in his diary*.

"Well I'm at the hill that's at the side of the long ass stream or whatever that body of water is, lol. Man I feel awful inside sometimes, like sometimes I don't even know how to feel or which emotional feeling I should go with. I see everything from all angles and side as possible. At times I over think and feel paranoid and end up making a big deal over small things. I argue til I can't stop at times. I think people don't like that paranoid argumentative side of me. Sometimes the way they look at me😐. I don't think anyone wants to he around a guy who over thinks, make a big deal over nothing, and always arguing. Wish a car could hit me or something so I could knock out for some time so I can escape these feelings just for the time been"

Matthew, what are you writing, and why you look so sad?. Said by Chrissy.

Oh what?!, nothing lol.*Tries to hide book*

Hmm, tell me.

Its nothing bae. Its iight.

You're lying to me, and don't hide things from me😡😡.*Looks concern and upset*

Alright. I won't hide it. Its my diary.....So how was your day!.

Can I see what you were writing?

Nah, its fine.

Then why did you look so sad?, but okay never mind.

Alright, here's is it. Read it , but don't tell anyone.

Alright.

Yo Matthew *Tariq Calling 30 feet away*

Yo.*Shouts back*

Shit, read it and don't let anyone see. Alright Chrissy?

Alrighty.

Tariq; Yo you hear the new YG & Drake song??, thing sick!!

Matthew: Gotta ask YG if he hit it already, you got plans to dooo, but we did it already.

Tariq: lol, I think you kinda have it in the wrong order.

Matthew:Nigga shut up.

Tariq; Aah. Gonna catch a movie. Hwy chrissy---

Mathew: She's reading something, she busy.

Tariq:Oh OK. I'll be watching the latest avengers movie. You wanna come?

Matthew:Yea , be there in 15 minutes .

Tariq: Alright.
*Walks off*

Chrissy: *slightly pulls my right arm*. What can I do to help?.*Looks at me all cute and concerned*.

Matthew:Aww, don't look so sad. Just be there for me and keep it real with me I guess.

Chrissy:Alright, and don't say you wanna get hit by a car, I'm serious.

Matthew:*Pulls her body closer*
*Kisses her forehead, two cheeks , then her lips. Alright baby. I'll try so don't worry.

Chrissy:*Blushes*. Alright make sure.

Matthew:Your lips are so soft and mushy . I love it. Gimme a next kiss.

Chrissy:*Tips to kiss him*.Mwah!.

*Very Close together*

*Hands around her waist, as he looks in her eyes*

Matthew:Alright I'll try my best for real.Did it make you sad?

Chrissy: Yes, I don't want you wishing bad for yourself.

Matthew:*Kisses her left cheek two consecutive time*. Ah I see.