My Catherine,
I'm sorry for letting you go. I admit I was a jerk for being that selfish guy who thought it's fine for me to admire another girl while you're still in my arms. Forgive me for I thought that staying beside you is enough. I'm a fool, I know, for letting my wants take over my mind and heart.
I forgot the difference between my wants and needs. I'm sorry... It took me three months before I realize that Jasmine means nothing and Catherine means everything. You're someone who can actually give meaning to my life and destroy me at the same time.
Again, I'm sorry for letting you got away but I swear, this time, I won't let it happen again. It may sound selfish but I need to do this.
I need you back. I badly need you, just like how a comatose patient needs its oxygen mask and tank.
The one who's asking for another shot,
Andrew