in love with a dragon (camren fanfic)

chapter 3 - confusion

Warning there is trigger in this chapter

Lauren's pov

So I guess camz wanted to talk to me something at the hotel. I really shouldn't have kissed her, I love her alot but she's straight I guess. Oh my god this is gonna ruin our friendship.

We both get into the elevator to our suite. "Um hey lo..." camz says sadly. "Camz what's wrong??"I ask concerned. I look at her wrist and see bruises and cuts.

She looks up sadly at me, "why?" I ask. She just looks at me in silence. "You don't have to do this babe". I just realised what I said... "omg I'm sorry mila :("

She dives into a passionate kiss, her tounge creeps into my mouth. She sucks on my lips and brings her hands down to my ass. Her fingers creep down to my panties and starts to pleasure me. I get vv wet ;)

The elevator door opens up and we both gasp and step away from each other. We run to our suite, Once we sit down we start to talk.

"Mila we really need to talk, i-", she cut me off. "lo, it's fine if you don't want anything else to happen. We really don't need to repeat what happend last time..." camz says sadly. "No Camila, I love you. Ive always loved you...."

"Laur, I don't even know if I'm attracted to girls.", She doesn't answer for a while. "Oh.... well thats okay camz, I really don't want my feelings to intertwine with the band and our friendship."

"Then why did you ya know do that in the elevator?", I asked.
"I was just curious, I mean you're so beautiful"
She says with a lump in her throat.
"so I'm just your little tease!?", I exclaim with disgust.
"No, no, no lo, its not like that!"
"fuck you mila!" I scream at the top of my lungs.

I run over to the bathroom and cry for hours, I guess mila was on the other side of the door bc I could hear her phone chime. "I loved you bitch, and you just used me. just like you've always done. You have a fucking talent at screwing people over.", I scream. She said nothing back, I just heard sobbing.

I open the door to our flushed faces, still red. They both meet. "Why do you cut?" I ask still with a bit of sobbing. "Because when we first made out, I got so angry at myself that I may have been attracted to women. Ya see, my family isn't too keen on gays. they are so religious and they would've killed me." Camila sobbs sadly.

She tries to lean in for a kiss but I stop her. "No, this still doesn't change the fact that I'm pissed at you." I nudge her away from me and I head to ally's suite.
I open up her door and I see her watching greys anatomy with Mani.

"Oh hey Laur. What's up?" Ally says. "Um hey, mila and I got into a little fight. Can u do me a big favour and room with her, I'll stay in ur suite." "Of course lo, greys anoatomy was just ending anyways." Ally exclaims. "Nor I don't mean to be a dick, but can u go to ur suite with Dinah." I ask very politely. "Course' lo, I get that u would like some time to yourself." Ally gets my stuff and I go straight to bed, I cannot wait for the awkwardness tmrw.

Allys pov

I wake up to camila snuggling up to me. she was crying all night but she wouldn't tell me why, so I told her that she can snuggle with me till she feels okay. She must have fell asleep on me. "Hey camz wake up, princess bitch." Camz wiggles a little. "Five more mins pls allyyy", "okay fine five mins, I'll take a shower when I get out I'll wake u up. Okay?", "Okayyyy", camz weeps

I hop my ass into a shower for 10 mins and get dressed.

I scrub my teeth down, and I wake up camz.
"

Hey camz", "good morning allyyy!"

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