Spades

Chapter One: 19th Birthday party

Kayla's POV

Have you ever just thought about why life has picked this life you ? Sometimes I can't sleep with the thought that someone is going to barge in and kill me, even though I'll kill them before they even take another step in my house but my main point is just why me ? Why is this life given to me ? Why was I the monster and everyone else were the angels. I shake out all the thoughts running through my head. It's been six years, six years that I grew and I learned that maybe being a doctor or being a teacher maybe even a mom wasn't for me. Maybe I just had to accept the fact that maybe being in a gang and being the best hit man is what I was made to do. My high school years were good I worked very hard to get good grades and I had Ace to push me too. Ace and I have been friends since freshman year of high school. Ace wasn't always a bright child. He always had problems he fought all the time, he almost never showed up to school.

Ace and I met in Mr. Williams algebra class. I sat in the back of the class towards the left and he sat next to me, it has been about four days that he hadn't shown up. I always made copies of stuff he missed. He showed up in the middle of the period and sat next to me and he grab the worksheet and started working. He got so frustrated and ripped it. I gathered all the copied notes and gave it to him he looked at me and took them and didn't say a word. Math was the last class of the day and I left school and he ran after me and he said thanks no one has ever done that for him something along those lines. Ever since then Ace and I have been inseparable we did everything together. He was the person I depended on for everything.

I continue driving to spades. Ace would name his bar spades more like a *cough clubhouse cough* for grown men, he says he's "creative" . It has been six years since I stepped foot in that bar. It's crazy how one thing can blow up and your on top. I was Ace's partner, I wasn't in the gang I just worked for him but no one knew that. Today is the day we do initiation for guys picked by me and ace to move up the scale. I really didn't like the guys he picked I question them he says I'm paranoid. I also don't want to go back to the place that started it all. I still remember what went down I was a savage as sin calls me

Flashback

"come on another shot" ace said as I placed my hands on his chest

" no I don't think I can " I said I was so tipsy that I was feeling him up,

"the more you touch me the more I think you like me" he laugh

"You wish I did" i laughed

'I don't need to wish"he started laughing" I know you do I mean look at me "

"shut up"I kept laughing " You dont even want to go there"  i smirked

"you right " he said

I cleared my throat" but I recall you always kissing me and you telling me to be your girlfriend'' I teased

"that was one time ! I asked you to be my girlfriend one time ! You seem to enjoy every time I kissed you" he said

"Ace it's okay I would like me too" I said and he laughed" I'm only messing with you" I shoved him

It was my 19th birthday and Ace had decided to celebrate since I didn't spend my 18th with him. He kept putting shots in front of me, his whole gang were encouraging this. Sin who was Ace's friend was there with us, he was getting drunk as well he had problems to drink to his ex-girlfriend was just getting out of hand with him. she would follow him wherever he went she was right behind him, he went to go drop his pregnant sister- in law off at the doctor and wanted to attack her! He must've been doing something right for her to be like that over him. Sin is a very sweet guy he shouldn't be in Ace's world. Sin had to take some call which left me and ace alone