Do I Love You

PROVE you LOVE me

You always make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me feel like the world is mine. I get lost in your eyes. The stupid things you say are so cute even if they make zero sense to me.

But sometimes you make me cry. You tell me you love me. I tell you back. You doubt me. You say I don't. When I can't last a day without saying a word to you. You say I don't. You tell me prove that I do. I can't.

How can I prove it. How can I prove that without you I am helpless. I lose all confidence. The world is no longer happy. How can I prove that without you I'm nothing. How can I tell you that I no longer can function properly without you.

Yet you still doubt me. You think I lie. How can I lie. You are beyond Perfection. Yet you still doubt me.

You try and make me prove how. What kind of question is that. Prove you love me. If you can not see how much I love you, you must be blind. Prove it. Prove it. That is what you say.

I can't prove it. So you say you will ignore me. You will never hug me. Kiss me. Talk to me. Until I prove it.

How is this fair. This isn't going to make me show how much I love you. This isn't going to prove you love me more.

This proves that you don't love me as much as you say or I thought. If you can give me up so easily. And not mind. That doesn't prove that I love you. It proves you DON'T love me.

You come back saying I miss you and I'm sorry. It hurts to much to ignore you. I can't ignore you. I am sorry I will never do it again it hurts to much.

It hurt YOU to much. It hurt YOU to much.

Ignoring someone is easy. If you don't want to talk to them you don't have to. But if you change your mind you can talk to them.

Being ignored HURTS so much more. You will try and try to talk to them. But they don't want to talk to you. Because they don't like you. They don't want you

You think ignoring someone hurts, try being ignored. That the person you talk to everyday, tell them everything.  The person you can't live without, just stops talking to you. Gives up on you. THAT HURTS.

So I ask you this, is it me that should prove that I love you?