Cookie POV
"Lucious I need you to know that I am done" I told him, I'm tired of crying over him and at the end of the day I'm the stupid one because I'm with him, I'm tired of him playing with my heart so I am done. "Cookie liste-" I cut him off "Lucious if you really love me you have to let me go" I told him not daring to look in his eyes "Okay Cookie, okay... Cookie I'm-" I cut him off "Lucious I don't need your apology" I told him turning away from him and about to walk out the door "I'm leaving Empire" he blurted out causing me to stop dead in my tracks. I literally froze "What" I asked not believing me ears "Cookie you sacrificed 17 years of you freedom for this company... Now you're about run it" he told me grabbing a stack of papers and putting on his desk. I walked back towards the desk and looked down at the papers and they read 'Shock Share of Empire Enterprises'. "Lucious" I said looking back at him "This is your dream" he told me lowly "It was you're dream too" I told him with my voice cracking a little "I lived my dream Cookie, and now it's time for you to live yours" he told me with a weak smile on his face. Empire means so much to him for him to up and leave like this. "Go be happy with Elijah" he told me. I know damn well he didn't just tell me to be happy with another man, not the Lucious Lyon that would kill a man for even looking at me the wrong way. "So that's it" I asked him with my head down "You said it yourself Cookie" he told me and now my words are non stop floating around my head. "Lucious I need you to know that I am done." my words replayed redundantly and now I kinda regret those words but I'm in a relationship with Elijah. "Happy Anniversary Cookie" he told me kissing my cheek and walking out the office leaving me there in my thoughts. I need some of Elijah right now that will probably make me feel better.
Time skip ~
Cookie and Elijah
Cookie POV
I was home with Elijah my boyfriend of nine months, I always come to him when I can't cope with a problem. In this case I can't cope with the fact that Lucious is leaving, I know I said I was done but I expected him to at least fight, it's like he just doesn't want to fight anymore, like he doesn't have the energy to fight anymore and that's not Lucious I'm use to. I remember Lucious would fight with me for hours until one of us gave up. But now he doesn't have the passion or the heart to argue anymore. Lucious goes by the old saying 'If you truly love something then you have to set It free and if it comes back to you then it's meant to be and it's yours to keep'. Elijah has his tongue inside of my kitty cat. But I'm to busy thinking about Lucious to even care or take in the feeling that he's causing between my legs. I laid there with tears in my eyes with my legs spread open for Elijah and the only thing heard is my low moans "What if this were Lucious in between your thighs" I thought to myself and looked down at Elijah and completely zoned his face out and imagined it was Lucious and I immediately got soaked as my moans rose louder. "You like that" Elijah asked but I didn't answer because in my world he was Lucious right now so the only thing on my mind was my imagination. My imagination ran wild as I thought about all the nights Lucious and I made love and all the foreplay all tricks and the many rounds and positions we were in. Lucious is the only one that can make me scream and moan his name. Lucious is the only one that can have me anywhere, anytime, and anyway he's wants it, he makes me scream in pain and pleasure. No other man has ever done it like Lucious but my imagination can only take me so far. "Baby you ready for it" Elijah asked and I just nodded my head slowly. In one move he removed his tongue and entered his shaft. I moaned lightly as he went his harder inside of me but it's not hard enough for me, his shaft is big but not big enough for me. Elijah has 7-1/2 inches and it's good but not good enough. "Maybe I need to stop comparing him to Lucious" I told myself as I tried to enjoy the pleasure Elijah was giving me but I couldn't stop my mind from trailing off to Lucious. "The way he's Big...thick...juicy.. Mm damn" I moaned to myself. The way his shaft looks and the way he feels inside of me is out of this world. That man makes me scream louder than Mariah Carey hits her high notes. He's the only one that after we're done having sex, I'm completely wore out and the next day I'm not able to feel my legs. Lucious can soak my panties by the way he looks at me, the way he talks to me and the way he gets frustrated at me, he does simple things that he doesn't even know that makes me hot. The only one that makes me linger for more is Lucious. But I need to get him out of my thoughts because we're not together anymore but at the end of day I love Lucious but he can keep hurting me like this.
~Time skip
The mansion POV
I was particularly empty due to, my owners moving but he wasn't home so I was remained silent side my owner isn't here all of the sudden the door opened "Anika shut the fuck up" Lucious yelled at her "She has someone else Lucious and she doesn't want you" she said like it was obvious. He threw his keys on the table beside him and turned back to Anika at her words. "Anika you're right she's done and doesn't want me but I will not give myself to you" he yelled at her. "Baby I'm sorry" Anika said trying to touch on Lucious but he pulled back in disgust "Don't touch me" he yelled smacking her hand. "You are my husband so I just thought that maybe-" she was cut off "Maybe what... Maybe we can fuck" he asked bluntly as they made their way to the living room then they stopped and Anika turned back, to face him. "No actually I was thinking we could make love... Lucious your my husband" she said in her defense and Lucious let out a sarcastically chuckle. "Your out of your mind" he told her laughing at her stupidity. "You can make love to that bitch but not to your wife" Anika said making his blood boil "First off you will not call her a bitch, and second I make love to cookie because I love her, No I'm not good at showing it but I do. I can't make her love me or take me back and I could never pay her back but I my plan is to show her that I understand" he said at her and tears ran down her face and he looked at her with no expression on his face. "Now if you don't mind I'll be leaving" he said grabbing his suit case. "WHERE THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU GOING" Anika yelled at him "I'm turning myself in... All the dirt I've done is unfair to my family and I need to right my faults" he said shaking his head. I can tell it's hurting him but he also feels it's something he has to do "are you kidding me" she asked laughing like something was funny "I'm tired of running, I'm tired of lying, and I'm tired of pretending like I don't care when in actuality it tears me apart..." he paused "I'm tired of hurting people" he said keeping his composure.
This book is not to please people it's just to write something so....
