I started counting my sleepless nights
ever since my mind and heart fights
for I know loving you was wrong
but I feel this love going strong !
I tried to be near you
tried to be your friend too
for I love the feeling being by your side
and I love to see you smiling so wide !
Seeing you projecting my favorite smile
makes me feel like walking in aisle
wherein your side is my only goal
to share our vow as intertwined soul !
Yeah Im continously falling
but Im willingly loving
I thought someday it's me you'll gonna see
but why does you choose the girl beside me ?
That girl whom I share my nickname
I know calling us as Cath wont be the same
'cause she's the Cath whom you loved and love you
while Im the Cath who's dreaming to have you !
Jealosy ? that's my biggest enemy
for she now owned my dream sanctuary
and I know that was wrong
but I cant hide these tears for so long !
Im not begging for you to chose me over her
all Im saying was words I can utter
dont get confused about the words I told you
All Im asking was treasure my love for you !
I dont know how to forget this feelings
thats why I just hunt some flings
I have a guy whom I call MYLABS as endearment
I thought it'll make me feel better but its torment !
Geez Im hurting and bleeding
I dont have an idea to end this suffering
MyLabs can you please tell me what to do ?
'cause Im dying for I Hate That I Love You !
