Hiddem Feelings

Chapter 1

I thought everything was fine by me.

At first I only saw her as a friend I need to protect to. She was fragile ,clumsy, and an airhead yet she has this ability to make everyone around her smile. She always does herbest in everything. In some time, she can be tough. Hiding her true feelings behind a smile. That's why I decided to protect her.

I want to make her happy. I want to make her smile. I promised to support her in anyway possible.

I love her......

That's why when she realized Mochizou was her happiness, i supported her. I was the one who took the first push to accept her feelings for Mochizou. I wanna see her happy. That's why even if it hurts,if it's what she called her happiness,then I'll support her. I'll accept it with a smile.

Because her happiness is my happiness.

So I decided to hid my feelings in a place where no one can find. I wore a mask called smile to hid my sadness. I',ll endure the pain but in excahnge, I wanna stay by her side. At least she can call me as her bestfriend, after all I dont want to ruin what we had right now.....

I'll accept everything with a smile. Everything is fine for me.

But...
Am I really fine with this...?
Is it okay for me to become selfish?
Should I tell Tamako about my feelings for her?
Or should i shut my own heart and be contented with what we have?

Thoughts like that sometimes filled my mind along with my heart that aches from every question......

When the truth is that all I want is to deliver my feelimgs no matter how many times pass.

Tamako.... Will it reach you someday?

Tbc.....